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Monday, July 2 @ 11:25 PM
LOL.. HI. I feel so awkward blogging again. HAHAHAHA, I suddenly stopped blogging for no apparent reason. I guess school has really been getting to me. And let me just say, now that it's holidays - my stress towards school really has not decreased an inch. Ugh. Sometimes I think I really do suffer from some disorder. Like the other day, I seriously considered whether I have some form of OCD. I was at my mums work and was writing up a quick 'to do list' on a post-it note and had to scrunch it up and rewrite it about ten times just because it didn't look perfectly neat. And seriously it's not like anyone was even going to see this note. It was just a daily list of things I need to do, which I would chuck in the bin a few hours later. Oh, and this type of situation is really common for me. Anyone who sits next to/near me in class would know that I have to rip out the page if I accidently write the title ugly or something. And say if we're copying something off the board into our book, if the teacher finishes what he/she writes and it only takes up half the page in my book, I get really frustrated. When that happens, I have no choice but to complain to the teacher that it only took up half a page. What is wrong with me! Ughhhhhh, can't help myself from being so retarded lol. I'm not even that neat or tidy either.
I just try to be.
ANYWAYYY, on to another topic - I had a good gym sesh with Debra today! On top of that, I didn't run home and end up eating the kitchen like I usually do after gym LOL. Just had a healthy Asian meal. So proud of myself. *Tear *Clap Clap :') Hahaha. Also worked up a sweat in the sauna and steam room. I should really be getting an early sleep tonight since I'll be at the gym again tomorrow morning. Then shopping at Parramatta after! Heeeellz yeah. But I bet I won't even end up buying jack shit lol. We'll see how it goes. ^_^ What else.. what else.. other than fucking study notes and school assignments, I'm in desperate need of a haircut and dye. Regardless of what others say (i.e. 'Don't cut your hair! You'll regret it! Long is better!'), I'm still going to do it. Yes, I probably will regret it, but I'm just too bored of my long ratty lifeless hair haha. Also during these holidays, I plan to finish reading 'Handle with care' by Jodi Picoult, which despite being quite interesting, has taken me SOO long to finish reading!!! By SOO long, I mean many many months! Shame on meee. Going out and catching up is a must during these holidays. But I really don't know how to balance it with the shit load of studies I need to do. I'll just have to squeeze it in here and there. So far, my plans are to see Vee on Friday possibly, BBQ with school friends this week and karaoke sometime aswell. :) Ok, that's all for tonight. Let's see if I will bother to be consistent in my blogging from this post onwards... (probs not LOL). Anyway, who seriously bothers to read my blog these days? Clearly no one HAHAH. *_* Oh and what is with this new blogspot layout?! It's so confusing and unneccessary! Now BE GONE.
LOL.. HI. I feel so awkward blogging again. HAHAHAHA, I suddenly stopped blogging for no apparent reason. I guess school has really been getting to me. And let me just say, now that it's holidays - my stress towards school really has not decreased an inch. Ugh. Sometimes I think I really do suffer from some disorder. Like the other day, I seriously considered whether I have some form of OCD. I was at my mums work and was writing up a quick 'to do list' on a post-it note and had to scrunch it up and rewrite it about ten times just because it didn't look perfectly neat. And seriously it's not like anyone was even going to see this note. It was just a daily list of things I need to do, which I would chuck in the bin a few hours later. Oh, and this type of situation is really common for me. Anyone who sits next to/near me in class would know that I have to rip out the page if I accidently write the title ugly or something. And say if we're copying something off the board into our book, if the teacher finishes what he/she writes and it only takes up half the page in my book, I get really frustrated. When that happens, I have no choice but to complain to the teacher that it only took up half a page. What is wrong with me! Ughhhhhh, can't help myself from being so retarded lol. I'm not even that neat or tidy either.
I just try to be.
ANYWAYYY, on to another topic - I had a good gym sesh with Debra today! On top of that, I didn't run home and end up eating the kitchen like I usually do after gym LOL. Just had a healthy Asian meal. So proud of myself. *Tear *Clap Clap :') Hahaha. Also worked up a sweat in the sauna and steam room. I should really be getting an early sleep tonight since I'll be at the gym again tomorrow morning. Then shopping at Parramatta after! Heeeellz yeah. But I bet I won't even end up buying jack shit lol. We'll see how it goes. ^_^ What else.. what else.. other than fucking study notes and school assignments, I'm in desperate need of a haircut and dye. Regardless of what others say (i.e. 'Don't cut your hair! You'll regret it! Long is better!'), I'm still going to do it. Yes, I probably will regret it, but I'm just too bored of my long ratty lifeless hair haha. Also during these holidays, I plan to finish reading 'Handle with care' by Jodi Picoult, which despite being quite interesting, has taken me SOO long to finish reading!!! By SOO long, I mean many many months! Shame on meee. Going out and catching up is a must during these holidays. But I really don't know how to balance it with the shit load of studies I need to do. I'll just have to squeeze it in here and there. So far, my plans are to see Vee on Friday possibly, BBQ with school friends this week and karaoke sometime aswell. :) Ok, that's all for tonight. Let's see if I will bother to be consistent in my blogging from this post onwards... (probs not LOL). Anyway, who seriously bothers to read my blog these days? Clearly no one HAHAH. *_* Oh and what is with this new blogspot layout?! It's so confusing and unneccessary! Now BE GONE.
Friday, May 4 @ 7:14 PM
If there is ONE thing I fucking hate the most - it's when people lie to me. Ommmmmmmg, I cannot even express enough how much I hate it. First of all, I am not a fucking idiot. I can see through your lies. And if not, I'll find out later through something or someone. Secondly, why the fuck would you lie in the first place? How can you not feel embarrassed or ashamed? Seriously, just fucking be straight up. Lying is for fucking pussies. And what happens when I find out and confront you? And prove you wrong and make you speechless? Ohhh and THEN you'd wish that you were straight up about it from the start, to avoid all this trouble. I'm fucking fed up with people who think they can take advantage of me because I seem like the type who doesn't start fights and confront people and shit like that. And maybe that's true, but that's because I know not to be a little bitch who starts arguments over the littlest things. If someone does something that annoys me, I'll most likely brush it off. But if you CONTINUESLY do it, even after you know that it would annoy me, then trust me to fucking blow up in your face. I can't stand it when people don't treat me with the same respect I give them. If I did something wrong to you, I'd admit it to you and say sorry, so why can't you do the same for me? Like really, you need to climb over that pride of yours and learn to be honest. Ugh, annoys me so much. If you lie, it's not only being dishonest to others, it's being dishonest to YOURSELF. Don't do it. You look dumb.
If there is ONE thing I fucking hate the most - it's when people lie to me. Ommmmmmmg, I cannot even express enough how much I hate it. First of all, I am not a fucking idiot. I can see through your lies. And if not, I'll find out later through something or someone. Secondly, why the fuck would you lie in the first place? How can you not feel embarrassed or ashamed? Seriously, just fucking be straight up. Lying is for fucking pussies. And what happens when I find out and confront you? And prove you wrong and make you speechless? Ohhh and THEN you'd wish that you were straight up about it from the start, to avoid all this trouble. I'm fucking fed up with people who think they can take advantage of me because I seem like the type who doesn't start fights and confront people and shit like that. And maybe that's true, but that's because I know not to be a little bitch who starts arguments over the littlest things. If someone does something that annoys me, I'll most likely brush it off. But if you CONTINUESLY do it, even after you know that it would annoy me, then trust me to fucking blow up in your face. I can't stand it when people don't treat me with the same respect I give them. If I did something wrong to you, I'd admit it to you and say sorry, so why can't you do the same for me? Like really, you need to climb over that pride of yours and learn to be honest. Ugh, annoys me so much. If you lie, it's not only being dishonest to others, it's being dishonest to YOURSELF. Don't do it. You look dumb.
Friday, April 13 @ 11:49 PM
CAN I JUST FUCKING SAY RIGHT NOW, THAT I AM DYING AND CRYING AND (what else rhymes idk) OVER ONE DIRECTION? And if you don't want to read about my babes, then you're welcome to skip to the next paragraph (but who doesn't want to read about my babes). Ok, back 1D.. So I was at City on Wednesday (for Jade's birthday dinner which I will write about later), and all I could think about was my babes, Harry, Louis, Niall, Liam, and Zayne - who were breathing the same Sydney air as me, far out. WAHHHHHH. :'( And all these tweets popping up on my homepage are making me even more depressed. I hate the bitches who were lucky enough to get tickets to their concerts today, omg WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :'((( Ok Mandi, ok, don't worry #zap, you will DEFINITELY see them next year when they come back!!! AND I BETTER MOTHERFUCKIN' GET FRONT ROW/SECOND ROW/THIRD ROW SEATS! Ok Mandi, don't get your hopes up. Honestly, since I know I won't be seeing them while their in Sydney this year, I'm just waiting for them to hurry up and leave so I can breathe again. Pleeeasee. :'( My twitter has exploded with nothing but 1D-related tweets these past few days. I can't help myself. Fuck.
WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY, I'd like to say that my holidays have been a mixture of stress, laziness, busy-ness, and more stress. I havn't started writing my study notes yet, FUCK. And I have 5 mid-year exams as soon as school starts! Plus I have other things to do, jeez. Grrrrr. And I actually can't concentrate on studying while One Direction are here. I can't get my mind off them! No, I'm not creepy at all, thanks.
Anyway, yes, Wednesday.. Jade's birthday dinner; Vegetarian, Thai, good food, abnormally loud friends LOL, fun night. And I'd like to say one last HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jade, even though her birthday is Ancient history now. Wait, that sounds mean HAHA. Well it was good to see my long lost friends, eg. Aoi, LOL. :) And to catch up with friends. I feel like a bird in hibernation these days! Do birds hibernate? Idk. It was fucking cold that night! I had to walk it home around 10pm too, thanks to my weird mum who leaves her car at her workplace. :@ Like, who does that! Wait that's stupid, I just said who does it.. my mum.. LOL HAHAHA I'm so retarded.
HmmmmMMmMmmMzzzz what else.. that's about ittt! I still need to fucking go shopping! I went City to shop with Debra on Monday but it was a total FAIL! We spent like over an hour trying to find a good place to eat LOL. We fat like that. Then, we went back to Strathfield and bumped into the whole world. Weird. I finally got to see Angel Choy omg. The weirdo went fishing in Burwood, what the fuck. And my night ended with me sitting with a lil group of Koreans ROFL, including Vee's lover.
Ok that is all for realz now! GOODBYE. I need to sleep and have energy to study tomorrow. Ugh, I'm probably going to procrastinate and spend my day internet-stalking 1D per usual.
*Don't jinx!* - The End -
CAN I JUST FUCKING SAY RIGHT NOW, THAT I AM DYING AND CRYING AND (what else rhymes idk) OVER ONE DIRECTION? And if you don't want to read about my babes, then you're welcome to skip to the next paragraph (but who doesn't want to read about my babes). Ok, back 1D.. So I was at City on Wednesday (for Jade's birthday dinner which I will write about later), and all I could think about was my babes, Harry, Louis, Niall, Liam, and Zayne - who were breathing the same Sydney air as me, far out. WAHHHHHH. :'( And all these tweets popping up on my homepage are making me even more depressed. I hate the bitches who were lucky enough to get tickets to their concerts today, omg WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :'((( Ok Mandi, ok, don't worry #zap, you will DEFINITELY see them next year when they come back!!! AND I BETTER MOTHERFUCKIN' GET FRONT ROW/SECOND ROW/THIRD ROW SEATS! Ok Mandi, don't get your hopes up. Honestly, since I know I won't be seeing them while their in Sydney this year, I'm just waiting for them to hurry up and leave so I can breathe again. Pleeeasee. :'( My twitter has exploded with nothing but 1D-related tweets these past few days. I can't help myself. Fuck.
WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY, I'd like to say that my holidays have been a mixture of stress, laziness, busy-ness, and more stress. I havn't started writing my study notes yet, FUCK. And I have 5 mid-year exams as soon as school starts! Plus I have other things to do, jeez. Grrrrr. And I actually can't concentrate on studying while One Direction are here. I can't get my mind off them! No, I'm not creepy at all, thanks.
Anyway, yes, Wednesday.. Jade's birthday dinner; Vegetarian, Thai, good food, abnormally loud friends LOL, fun night. And I'd like to say one last HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jade, even though her birthday is Ancient history now. Wait, that sounds mean HAHA. Well it was good to see my long lost friends, eg. Aoi, LOL. :) And to catch up with friends. I feel like a bird in hibernation these days! Do birds hibernate? Idk. It was fucking cold that night! I had to walk it home around 10pm too, thanks to my weird mum who leaves her car at her workplace. :@ Like, who does that! Wait that's stupid, I just said who does it.. my mum.. LOL HAHAHA I'm so retarded.
HmmmmMMmMmmMzzzz what else.. that's about ittt! I still need to fucking go shopping! I went City to shop with Debra on Monday but it was a total FAIL! We spent like over an hour trying to find a good place to eat LOL. We fat like that. Then, we went back to Strathfield and bumped into the whole world. Weird. I finally got to see Angel Choy omg. The weirdo went fishing in Burwood, what the fuck. And my night ended with me sitting with a lil group of Koreans ROFL, including Vee's lover.
Ok that is all for realz now! GOODBYE. I need to sleep and have energy to study tomorrow. Ugh, I'm probably going to procrastinate and spend my day internet-stalking 1D per usual.
*Don't jinx!* - The End -
Wednesday, April 4 @ 4:39 PM
I don't remember the last time I've gone a day without thinking to myself, "I'm so fat."
I don't remember the last time I've gone a day without thinking to myself, "I'm so fat."
Tuesday, April 3 @ 3:11 PM
AHHHH! Two more days of school then we're out for two weeks, YAY. But how sad that I'll be spending a huge chunk of my holidays studying for mid year exams which commence as soon as school starts again. Grrrr. I can't be fucked to write study notes! They say to go over everything and write out summary notes each WEEK but as if I'd be fucked to do that?! Errr, just no. So instead I'm going to write out summary notes for everything I've learnt this term. LOL, well that doesn't sound very convenient actually.. :\ HAHA oh well - the consequences of being lazy.
Anyway, school talk is BORING. Apart from that, I have so much other things to do in holidays too. :o SHOPPING. I badly need to go! Hopefully I'll be going this Friday!!! Oh yeah and my mum came back today WOOHOO! She came back from airport this morning and went straight to work. :s And I feel bad cos when she comes home tonight, first thing I'll do is ask for $250 to cover my next two weeks of spending. I should probably get a job. :( I swear, I should of fucking got a job in Year 10, when I had plenty of time to spare. Now, I just don't seem to have the time! Also, Easter Show starts this week (wtf didn't know it was so soon) so I guess there's also that to go to during the holidays. Then there's gym, which I will be going to with Debra who's very willing. :) Oh and I want to get a haircut.. contemplatinggg..knowing I'll probably regret..
Hmm, that's about it. What a boring post. Going to clean my room now and start on my Food Tech powerpoint that's due tomorrow. -_-
AHHHH! Two more days of school then we're out for two weeks, YAY. But how sad that I'll be spending a huge chunk of my holidays studying for mid year exams which commence as soon as school starts again. Grrrr. I can't be fucked to write study notes! They say to go over everything and write out summary notes each WEEK but as if I'd be fucked to do that?! Errr, just no. So instead I'm going to write out summary notes for everything I've learnt this term. LOL, well that doesn't sound very convenient actually.. :\ HAHA oh well - the consequences of being lazy.
Anyway, school talk is BORING. Apart from that, I have so much other things to do in holidays too. :o SHOPPING. I badly need to go! Hopefully I'll be going this Friday!!! Oh yeah and my mum came back today WOOHOO! She came back from airport this morning and went straight to work. :s And I feel bad cos when she comes home tonight, first thing I'll do is ask for $250 to cover my next two weeks of spending. I should probably get a job. :( I swear, I should of fucking got a job in Year 10, when I had plenty of time to spare. Now, I just don't seem to have the time! Also, Easter Show starts this week (wtf didn't know it was so soon) so I guess there's also that to go to during the holidays. Then there's gym, which I will be going to with Debra who's very willing. :) Oh and I want to get a haircut.. contemplatinggg..knowing I'll probably regret..
Hmm, that's about it. What a boring post. Going to clean my room now and start on my Food Tech powerpoint that's due tomorrow. -_-
Saturday, March 24 @ 11:22 PM
Yayyyyyy, I've watched The Hunger Games! My life feels complete. Hehe. Well if you're reading this and don't want any type of spoilers (well not really storyline spoilers), I suggest you stop reading now. Well I can't get over the fact that they didn't bother to introduce the Mayors daughter, who is the one who's supposed to give Katniss the fucking mocking jay pin! They also didn't bother to make the mutts look like the dead tributes. They just looked like huge dogs.. but I guess I can accept that. It wouldn't of been easy to make the mutts resemble each individual tribute. One more thing; President Snow looks nothing like how he sounds in the book! The only similarity is that their both male and have a white rose. From the book, I imagined a skinny, evil 45 year old man who looked like a snake, not an 60 year old guy who looks like Santa Claus or some shit.
Other than that, the rest of the movie matched my imagination from the book pretty well. :) I think tonight was the most concentrated I've ever been when watching a movie LOL. I can't wait for the second one to come out, omg. I need to read the second book again and refresh my memory. Oh and Cato is so hot. In the book I hated Cato so much, but in the movie I couldn't help but like him a bit hehe. And Peeta is so freaking cute. And the movie made me like Gale more too!
Anywayyyy, I sound like a fucking obsessed loser. :') And I should probably go to sleep now because I have so much school work needing to be done tomorrow. :o My legal studies essay is the death of meee. Funny how watching The Hunger Games caused me to be wide awake, cos usually, these days, I get super tired around 10pm LOL. So there's my little review on The Hunger Games. I hope you enjoyed. ;) And clearly, I recommend you to watch it. Oh, maybe I should rate it too like a legit review. 5 out of 5! :D
Off to bed (I think).
Yayyyyyy, I've watched The Hunger Games! My life feels complete. Hehe. Well if you're reading this and don't want any type of spoilers (well not really storyline spoilers), I suggest you stop reading now. Well I can't get over the fact that they didn't bother to introduce the Mayors daughter, who is the one who's supposed to give Katniss the fucking mocking jay pin! They also didn't bother to make the mutts look like the dead tributes. They just looked like huge dogs.. but I guess I can accept that. It wouldn't of been easy to make the mutts resemble each individual tribute. One more thing; President Snow looks nothing like how he sounds in the book! The only similarity is that their both male and have a white rose. From the book, I imagined a skinny, evil 45 year old man who looked like a snake, not an 60 year old guy who looks like Santa Claus or some shit.
Other than that, the rest of the movie matched my imagination from the book pretty well. :) I think tonight was the most concentrated I've ever been when watching a movie LOL. I can't wait for the second one to come out, omg. I need to read the second book again and refresh my memory. Oh and Cato is so hot. In the book I hated Cato so much, but in the movie I couldn't help but like him a bit hehe. And Peeta is so freaking cute. And the movie made me like Gale more too!
Anywayyyy, I sound like a fucking obsessed loser. :') And I should probably go to sleep now because I have so much school work needing to be done tomorrow. :o My legal studies essay is the death of meee. Funny how watching The Hunger Games caused me to be wide awake, cos usually, these days, I get super tired around 10pm LOL. So there's my little review on The Hunger Games. I hope you enjoyed. ;) And clearly, I recommend you to watch it. Oh, maybe I should rate it too like a legit review. 5 out of 5! :D
Off to bed (I think).
Sunday, March 18 @ 10:09 PM
I hate feeling dissapointed in myself. It's the worst feeling...
I hate feeling dissapointed in myself. It's the worst feeling...
Sunday, March 11 @ 9:39 PM
Just came back from my mums work and had a refreshing shower. :) I had a good weekend even though a lot of it was unproductive. Omg I feel like a dumb bitch. It took me half the day to do two exercises from my maths text book HAHAHA. It doesn't matter if I know the formula and stuff, I still need to sit there for 20 minutes trying to understand why the formula is what it is.
-_-
Although Varessa's karaoke thing was on Friday night, I feel like it was part of my weekends. It made my weekends feel so much longer! In a good way, not slow boring way. It was a good night though! I hadn't seen the girls in so fucking long! Especially Kimberly and Rachael. Varessa too! It was good catching up with them. I swear, Kimberly is getting weirder and weirder. And her being drunk the whole night made her extra weird! While everyone else had 2 or 3 shots, she was up to her 8th shot already, LOL what the actual fuck. I'm like, 'Are you sure, Kimberly?' 'YEAAAAAAAAAAAH I SWEEEEEAR I COUNTEDDDDDDD I DRANK BY MYSELFFFFFFFF'. Ok baby, hush.. LOL.
Ahhhh my eyes are so fucking itchy and dry! I'm scared to use eye drops too! I always make my mum do it for me.
Anyway, Friday night; We actually sang a decent bit for once too, instead of putting in the usb straight away and dancing all night. And by 'decent', I mean 10-20 minutes out of the 3 hours LOL. I still don't get why Varessa's having a second birthday at the same Kae, with a lot of the same people too! Whatever. Then Kim, Vee and I spent the next morning at Johnnos and made Buffy come out when he was just about to go to bed, haha we're so slack. :| And I swear, when we woke up the next morning, he was fucking gone! Vanished! Left at 7am for mu thai or whatever it's called. Wow, dedication.
WHAT THE FUCKKKKK. I AM SO ANNOYED. I just typed up the longest fucking essay for this post and when I went to publish it, it fucked up and only that much ^ saved in time. I'm frustrated. :'( WAAAAAHH. I shall attempt to rewrite what I remember but it never sounds interesting the second time round lol...
On Saturday, Johnno had a new experience. It took us so long to convince him to eat at a Korean restaurant LOL. 'Havn't you eaten at a Korean restaurant before?' 'Yeh.. Korean Bbq'. And 'No wayy, they full give you spoon and chopsticks instead of knife and fork!' LOL. We had a mad feast. It was so cheap too - under $40 for 4 dishes of food + side dishes. And later, Arjay had a new experience too - Noggi. LOL.
I remember I had a big paragraph here but I can't remember what it was about. o_o *sigh. Well anyway, it's Janets birthday on Wednesday and since she straight out looks like a frog, I got her a birthday card that's literally of a frog. It's full cut out in it's shape and shit too haha. It's so cute. Sometimes I think I'm the smartest bitch.
I swear I always get my periods when the next day is Monday which = sport. And the second day of my periods = biggest fucking cramps. And sport = walking up to Strathfield Park, softball, and back. Fuck life! I hope I somehow magically don't get cramps.
Well.. that is all. I'm depressed right now for having such a short term memory. Haha. It's Johnnos birthday on Tuesday and I wish him luck for getting his P's! Only so I can get driven to places. :3 Hehe. Kidding. Oh and also! I want to mention (even though nobody cares) that To Kill A Mockingbird is getting fun. The second half of the book gets interesting! :D Like, literally as soon as it hits 'PART 2'. Yay. I'm enjoying it! Ok well I'm off to sleep now. Goodnight. :)
Just came back from my mums work and had a refreshing shower. :) I had a good weekend even though a lot of it was unproductive. Omg I feel like a dumb bitch. It took me half the day to do two exercises from my maths text book HAHAHA. It doesn't matter if I know the formula and stuff, I still need to sit there for 20 minutes trying to understand why the formula is what it is.
-_-
Although Varessa's karaoke thing was on Friday night, I feel like it was part of my weekends. It made my weekends feel so much longer! In a good way, not slow boring way. It was a good night though! I hadn't seen the girls in so fucking long! Especially Kimberly and Rachael. Varessa too! It was good catching up with them. I swear, Kimberly is getting weirder and weirder. And her being drunk the whole night made her extra weird! While everyone else had 2 or 3 shots, she was up to her 8th shot already, LOL what the actual fuck. I'm like, 'Are you sure, Kimberly?' 'YEAAAAAAAAAAAH I SWEEEEEAR I COUNTEDDDDDDD I DRANK BY MYSELFFFFFFFF'. Ok baby, hush.. LOL.
Ahhhh my eyes are so fucking itchy and dry! I'm scared to use eye drops too! I always make my mum do it for me.
Anyway, Friday night; We actually sang a decent bit for once too, instead of putting in the usb straight away and dancing all night. And by 'decent', I mean 10-20 minutes out of the 3 hours LOL. I still don't get why Varessa's having a second birthday at the same Kae, with a lot of the same people too! Whatever. Then Kim, Vee and I spent the next morning at Johnnos and made Buffy come out when he was just about to go to bed, haha we're so slack. :| And I swear, when we woke up the next morning, he was fucking gone! Vanished! Left at 7am for mu thai or whatever it's called. Wow, dedication.
WHAT THE FUCKKKKK. I AM SO ANNOYED. I just typed up the longest fucking essay for this post and when I went to publish it, it fucked up and only that much ^ saved in time. I'm frustrated. :'( WAAAAAHH. I shall attempt to rewrite what I remember but it never sounds interesting the second time round lol...
On Saturday, Johnno had a new experience. It took us so long to convince him to eat at a Korean restaurant LOL. 'Havn't you eaten at a Korean restaurant before?' 'Yeh.. Korean Bbq'. And 'No wayy, they full give you spoon and chopsticks instead of knife and fork!' LOL. We had a mad feast. It was so cheap too - under $40 for 4 dishes of food + side dishes. And later, Arjay had a new experience too - Noggi. LOL.
I remember I had a big paragraph here but I can't remember what it was about. o_o *sigh. Well anyway, it's Janets birthday on Wednesday and since she straight out looks like a frog, I got her a birthday card that's literally of a frog. It's full cut out in it's shape and shit too haha. It's so cute. Sometimes I think I'm the smartest bitch.
I swear I always get my periods when the next day is Monday which = sport. And the second day of my periods = biggest fucking cramps. And sport = walking up to Strathfield Park, softball, and back. Fuck life! I hope I somehow magically don't get cramps.
Well.. that is all. I'm depressed right now for having such a short term memory. Haha. It's Johnnos birthday on Tuesday and I wish him luck for getting his P's! Only so I can get driven to places. :3 Hehe. Kidding. Oh and also! I want to mention (even though nobody cares) that To Kill A Mockingbird is getting fun. The second half of the book gets interesting! :D Like, literally as soon as it hits 'PART 2'. Yay. I'm enjoying it! Ok well I'm off to sleep now. Goodnight. :)
Saturday, March 3 @ 2:05 PM
It's such a gloomy ass day today. This type of weather just makes me want to sit on my bum and do nothing. But no! I have to cross everything off my to-do list LOL. I write one out pretty much every Saturday, if I'm not going out. MARDI GRAS today and I'm so dissapointed because I was so excited for it, but no way am I bothered in this weather.. and nothing to wear either. Oh yeah and also I'M FUCKEN SPEWWINNNN over missing out on One Direction concert. I'M GOING TO GO CUT MYSELF NOW :'( jokes. Apparently the tickets sold out in 8 minutes. And Vee, who went to get our tickets, was in line waiting to pay but JUST missed out. Sad life. My friend is so smart. She got her mum to buy them online as soon as it hit 9am.
I have so much going on at school these days grrr. It's so different, Year 10 and Year 11.
I mean, Year 7 to 8 - same thing, Year 8 to 9 - same thing, Year 9 to 10 - same thing, but then Year 10 to 11 - BAM shit gets serious. Other than a bunch of assignments, homework, and school stuff, I'm also in need of a job, go city and do some business hehe, need to go Bankstown to meet with people who are buying stuff off me, make time to see Angel who's been MIA, cut my hair, ETC ETC. The list goes on.
I finally updated my phone to iOS or whatever it's called LOL. HAHA I'm so delayed. So I guess
I can text almost everyone for free now (since 99% of the humans on this earth have an iphone). Yay. Save my family's broke ass some money.
What else..what else. Well, tomorrow I will be at my mum's work place per usual, being a busy motherfucker. And omg I need to hurry up and finish reading the book 'To Kill A Mockingbird'. It took me about fucking 3-4 weeks to read half the book. -_- Shame on me.. but the language is so difficult to understand. I feel like I literally have to read every individual word and process each word one by one LOL. My plan is to be reading a new book every 2 or 3 weeks, but this stupid law story is so hard to get into. But I'm determined to finish!
I need to change my blogspot skin or something. It looks so boring.
It's such a gloomy ass day today. This type of weather just makes me want to sit on my bum and do nothing. But no! I have to cross everything off my to-do list LOL. I write one out pretty much every Saturday, if I'm not going out. MARDI GRAS today and I'm so dissapointed because I was so excited for it, but no way am I bothered in this weather.. and nothing to wear either. Oh yeah and also I'M FUCKEN SPEWWINNNN over missing out on One Direction concert. I'M GOING TO GO CUT MYSELF NOW :'( jokes. Apparently the tickets sold out in 8 minutes. And Vee, who went to get our tickets, was in line waiting to pay but JUST missed out. Sad life. My friend is so smart. She got her mum to buy them online as soon as it hit 9am.
I have so much going on at school these days grrr. It's so different, Year 10 and Year 11.
I mean, Year 7 to 8 - same thing, Year 8 to 9 - same thing, Year 9 to 10 - same thing, but then Year 10 to 11 - BAM shit gets serious. Other than a bunch of assignments, homework, and school stuff, I'm also in need of a job, go city and do some business hehe, need to go Bankstown to meet with people who are buying stuff off me, make time to see Angel who's been MIA, cut my hair, ETC ETC. The list goes on.
I finally updated my phone to iOS or whatever it's called LOL. HAHA I'm so delayed. So I guess
I can text almost everyone for free now (since 99% of the humans on this earth have an iphone). Yay. Save my family's broke ass some money.
What else..what else. Well, tomorrow I will be at my mum's work place per usual, being a busy motherfucker. And omg I need to hurry up and finish reading the book 'To Kill A Mockingbird'. It took me about fucking 3-4 weeks to read half the book. -_- Shame on me.. but the language is so difficult to understand. I feel like I literally have to read every individual word and process each word one by one LOL. My plan is to be reading a new book every 2 or 3 weeks, but this stupid law story is so hard to get into. But I'm determined to finish!
I need to change my blogspot skin or something. It looks so boring.
Thursday, March 1 @ 7:43 PM
I want to go to the One Direction concert and make sexy eye contact with my babes. :) I must go to the One Direction concert and make sexy eye contact with my babes! If I end up not going, I'll be sitting at home depressed, like when I missed out on Eminem when he was in Australia. :( And I wouldn't want that to happen again!!!
I want to go to the One Direction concert and make sexy eye contact with my babes. :) I must go to the One Direction concert and make sexy eye contact with my babes! If I end up not going, I'll be sitting at home depressed, like when I missed out on Eminem when he was in Australia. :( And I wouldn't want that to happen again!!!
Friday, February 17 @ 8:02 PM
Today I had an okay day. Well actually I'm just guessing it was okay cos I kinda already forgot what I did today at school HAHAHA. I keep forgetting to blog omg! I'm already facebooking, tumblring, twittering, youtubing, and instagraming everyday. Far outtt, I want to write for the schools monthly newsletter but no one will do it with me, wahhh! :( I need something interesting to write on my resume.
Anyway, let me have a think of what happened at school today.. well, I thought I was so sure that I would be keeping Hospitality for two years, but today we started cooking and FUCKK, it's so different from food tech. It's so much more stressing and more serious. And my teacher is a fucking asshole. She's so bossy and demanding and expecting us to be perfect. Well, my mind kind of blew up during that first period today so I changed Hospitality to CAFS today. I hope I made the right choice....! I just need my mum to sign the sheet, then it's official and I'll be moved. But I really hope I don't regret the switch?!?! My CAFS class includes (omg fucking heck LOL) Janet, Christina, and Sally. HAHAHAHHAHA I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I'LL EVER GET ANYTHING DONE WITH THEM NEXT TO ME. Well APPARENTLY, according to Janet, the teacher is able to control the class. I'll just have to wait and see lol.
Sure Thing - Miguel, is playing at the moment and it's such a good song, I never realised. LOL. And all of Drakes songs.. ugh, so good. Anyway, I really like Legal Studies so far, even though it's so much work and essay writing. :\ The contents interesting. And my teacher is really good too. Hehe.
Hmmm what else. Well, I really need to go shopping and buy new clothes! I went on a few shopping sprees during the holidays which is how I've survived no shopping for like.. I'd say, a month now? But I need to update my wardrobe!! :) Oh yeah, I went through this huge box under my bed today with all my past school photos, old birthday cards, etc. Haha, so many memoriesss. I feel like nothing is changing as each day of my life goes by, but then when I look back at a few years previous, everything was so DIFFERENT. And wtf, I didn't know that I had a bunch of school work and assignments from Year 7 kept under my bed. I was reading some story that I wrote for an assignment. My vocabulary, grammar, and whatever, was so SHIT! AHAHA wow I never realised how much my brain has changed too LOL!
My asian eye tape shits is working pretty well. I reckon I'll be able to get a bigger crease for my eyes without surgery anymore! And I was so sure that I was going to get the surgery when I was older. Now, maybe I won't need to. ^__^ But the problem is, I've already used up two sheets and onto my third, which isn't enough for the crease to stay permanently yet! And I need more but I got the tape shits from China. :s And the ones they sell here are crap.
Well that is all for today. I've been procrastinating so much after school lately! ><
Today I had an okay day. Well actually I'm just guessing it was okay cos I kinda already forgot what I did today at school HAHAHA. I keep forgetting to blog omg! I'm already facebooking, tumblring, twittering, youtubing, and instagraming everyday. Far outtt, I want to write for the schools monthly newsletter but no one will do it with me, wahhh! :( I need something interesting to write on my resume.
Anyway, let me have a think of what happened at school today.. well, I thought I was so sure that I would be keeping Hospitality for two years, but today we started cooking and FUCKK, it's so different from food tech. It's so much more stressing and more serious. And my teacher is a fucking asshole. She's so bossy and demanding and expecting us to be perfect. Well, my mind kind of blew up during that first period today so I changed Hospitality to CAFS today. I hope I made the right choice....! I just need my mum to sign the sheet, then it's official and I'll be moved. But I really hope I don't regret the switch?!?! My CAFS class includes (omg fucking heck LOL) Janet, Christina, and Sally. HAHAHAHHAHA I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I'LL EVER GET ANYTHING DONE WITH THEM NEXT TO ME. Well APPARENTLY, according to Janet, the teacher is able to control the class. I'll just have to wait and see lol.
Sure Thing - Miguel, is playing at the moment and it's such a good song, I never realised. LOL. And all of Drakes songs.. ugh, so good. Anyway, I really like Legal Studies so far, even though it's so much work and essay writing. :\ The contents interesting. And my teacher is really good too. Hehe.
Hmmm what else. Well, I really need to go shopping and buy new clothes! I went on a few shopping sprees during the holidays which is how I've survived no shopping for like.. I'd say, a month now? But I need to update my wardrobe!! :) Oh yeah, I went through this huge box under my bed today with all my past school photos, old birthday cards, etc. Haha, so many memoriesss. I feel like nothing is changing as each day of my life goes by, but then when I look back at a few years previous, everything was so DIFFERENT. And wtf, I didn't know that I had a bunch of school work and assignments from Year 7 kept under my bed. I was reading some story that I wrote for an assignment. My vocabulary, grammar, and whatever, was so SHIT! AHAHA wow I never realised how much my brain has changed too LOL!
My asian eye tape shits is working pretty well. I reckon I'll be able to get a bigger crease for my eyes without surgery anymore! And I was so sure that I was going to get the surgery when I was older. Now, maybe I won't need to. ^__^ But the problem is, I've already used up two sheets and onto my third, which isn't enough for the crease to stay permanently yet! And I need more but I got the tape shits from China. :s And the ones they sell here are crap.
Well that is all for today. I've been procrastinating so much after school lately! ><
Wednesday, February 8 @ 8:42 PM
Wow I still can't believe we're in Year 11 already. We're seniors. I still remember starting Year 7 and thinking 'We were seniors in primary but now we're juniors. It'll be a long time till we're seniors again!' And now we are. It's so WEEeeIIIRRrrrDD. I've learnt a lot during these past few years - not only through classes and school, but other things too. I used to be so crazy and maybe even immature. Even though I'm older and make smarter choices now, I kind of miss the obnoxious, carefree side of me. In my mind I'm still the same. I think I've gained confidence in some ways, but lost confidence in other ways too... if that makes sense LOL.
When I look back at old pictures, our hair has changed and our faces slightly older.. our bags are bulkier and we're now carrying folders.. (omg that rhymes HAHAHA), but we're still the same people. Seriously though, where did all those years go?! We've been through four years of highschool already! CRAZAY.
Honestly if I could rewind time (even though I hate to regret things), I would of taken school more seriously. I could of learnt so much more! Instead, I bludged most of years 9 and 10. Also, I would of been more grateful for the friends I had at the time. It's the saddest thing to walk past someone on the streets, with only a 'oh hi' and then remembering how close you used to be. The friendship just flew out the fucking window?! And neither one of us was willing enough to chase after it?
For now, I just hope I can keep up my new years resolutions. :) Whatever else comes my way in life, I'll be happy to accept it. Or find a way to deal with it.
Wow I still can't believe we're in Year 11 already. We're seniors. I still remember starting Year 7 and thinking 'We were seniors in primary but now we're juniors. It'll be a long time till we're seniors again!' And now we are. It's so WEEeeIIIRRrrrDD. I've learnt a lot during these past few years - not only through classes and school, but other things too. I used to be so crazy and maybe even immature. Even though I'm older and make smarter choices now, I kind of miss the obnoxious, carefree side of me. In my mind I'm still the same. I think I've gained confidence in some ways, but lost confidence in other ways too... if that makes sense LOL.
When I look back at old pictures, our hair has changed and our faces slightly older.. our bags are bulkier and we're now carrying folders.. (omg that rhymes HAHAHA), but we're still the same people. Seriously though, where did all those years go?! We've been through four years of highschool already! CRAZAY.
Honestly if I could rewind time (even though I hate to regret things), I would of taken school more seriously. I could of learnt so much more! Instead, I bludged most of years 9 and 10. Also, I would of been more grateful for the friends I had at the time. It's the saddest thing to walk past someone on the streets, with only a 'oh hi' and then remembering how close you used to be. The friendship just flew out the fucking window?! And neither one of us was willing enough to chase after it?
For now, I just hope I can keep up my new years resolutions. :) Whatever else comes my way in life, I'll be happy to accept it. Or find a way to deal with it.
Sunday, January 29 @ 9:31 PM
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so fucking annoyed. I'm so tired, I just want to take a shower and go sleep already. T_________T
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so fucking annoyed. I'm so tired, I just want to take a shower and go sleep already. T_________T
Thursday, January 26 @ 12:34 AM
Seriously I need to start updating more frequently! Okay.. from now on I'll stop lagging blog posts. Well, I just came back from two weeks in China and it was heaps FUNFUNFUN. :D
But oh my, it was fucking freezing. An average day in my mums home town would be around -20 degrees. I had to wear so many layers until I looked like a big round ball. The most annoying thing about the weather would be once I finally put my whole outfit on and ready to leave the house, I'm already tired cos the clothes are so heavy LOL. And when I moisturise my legs, 2 hours later I look at them and they're already flaky and dry again. -_-
Well at my mums home town they had this huge place full of structures/buildings made out of just ICE with colourful lights inside. So pretttyyy. And you go up the stairs of the ice buildings then slide down HUGE slides made out of ice. We also watched these indoor performances of people dancing, doing acrobatics and shit on ice. I reckon that night was one of the best.
Beijing's weather was a little less cold, around -5 degrees. Went Great Wall of China with brother and mum and OMG let me tell you, IT'S SO SCARY! :( I swear I always thought the Great Wall was just like walking on flat land? I never knew it was full built on mountains with super STEEP STAIRS! I had to hold on to the rails and walk like a turtle. :'( I felt bad cos my mum and brother wanted to walk more but I was too pussy so we left after walking up around 5 flights of stairs.
Went shopping so muchhhh, everything is so cheap there! Eg. Got all the Harry Potter movies 1-7 or whatever, for only $2 AUD. I was so overwhelmed. And their shops are so much better than Australia's *sigh, Australia has so little shops and brands compared to the rest of the world. Then... DUN DUN DUN, went to 'China Town' HAHA, which they made for tourists, where they full sell all different animals ON A STICK... TO EAT. BRB VOMITING. Scorpions on a stick.. lizards.. spiders.. starfish.. bugs.. caterpillars.. the list goes on.
And speaking about eating, I ate so much in China waaaah, gained weight. Everything was so delicious! Met my ching chong family almost every day, who would invite us to restaurants and shout us. I LOVE MY NEWLY MET RELATIVES. (a) Got around $400 AUD red pocket money from relatives, then came back and got another $100 from gma. That will probably be the most I will ever get in my life for Chinese New Years. :( Too bad I spent the $400 in China already! My great grandpa is so cute, can walk pretty fast and so smart. + Looks so similar to my grandma lol!
Well enough holiday talk. Whoever's reading this probably just scanned through and thought 'cool story bro' LOL. It's more like I'm just writing in my diary rofl. Apart from that, I've been pretty lazy since I came back. Rachael came over last night cos she needed to use internet and practice the RTA test for her L's. Then, ended up staying the night and left so early this morning while I was still sleeping. o_o That motherfucker never sticks around the next day, always leaves early as she already has other plans. HMPH.
Tomorrow I will wake up and clean my room, hopefully. And I really want to put pictures on this post but I can't figure out how to get them the size I want. When I upload through blogspot the pictures are too small, and even if I use photobucket and resize to what I want, it doesn't turn out that size when I paste it here. Far out, annoying!
Seriously I need to start updating more frequently! Okay.. from now on I'll stop lagging blog posts. Well, I just came back from two weeks in China and it was heaps FUNFUNFUN. :D
But oh my, it was fucking freezing. An average day in my mums home town would be around -20 degrees. I had to wear so many layers until I looked like a big round ball. The most annoying thing about the weather would be once I finally put my whole outfit on and ready to leave the house, I'm already tired cos the clothes are so heavy LOL. And when I moisturise my legs, 2 hours later I look at them and they're already flaky and dry again. -_-
Well at my mums home town they had this huge place full of structures/buildings made out of just ICE with colourful lights inside. So pretttyyy. And you go up the stairs of the ice buildings then slide down HUGE slides made out of ice. We also watched these indoor performances of people dancing, doing acrobatics and shit on ice. I reckon that night was one of the best.
Beijing's weather was a little less cold, around -5 degrees. Went Great Wall of China with brother and mum and OMG let me tell you, IT'S SO SCARY! :( I swear I always thought the Great Wall was just like walking on flat land? I never knew it was full built on mountains with super STEEP STAIRS! I had to hold on to the rails and walk like a turtle. :'( I felt bad cos my mum and brother wanted to walk more but I was too pussy so we left after walking up around 5 flights of stairs.
Went shopping so muchhhh, everything is so cheap there! Eg. Got all the Harry Potter movies 1-7 or whatever, for only $2 AUD. I was so overwhelmed. And their shops are so much better than Australia's *sigh, Australia has so little shops and brands compared to the rest of the world. Then... DUN DUN DUN, went to 'China Town' HAHA, which they made for tourists, where they full sell all different animals ON A STICK... TO EAT. BRB VOMITING. Scorpions on a stick.. lizards.. spiders.. starfish.. bugs.. caterpillars.. the list goes on.
And speaking about eating, I ate so much in China waaaah, gained weight. Everything was so delicious! Met my ching chong family almost every day, who would invite us to restaurants and shout us. I LOVE MY NEWLY MET RELATIVES. (a) Got around $400 AUD red pocket money from relatives, then came back and got another $100 from gma. That will probably be the most I will ever get in my life for Chinese New Years. :( Too bad I spent the $400 in China already! My great grandpa is so cute, can walk pretty fast and so smart. + Looks so similar to my grandma lol!
Well enough holiday talk. Whoever's reading this probably just scanned through and thought 'cool story bro' LOL. It's more like I'm just writing in my diary rofl. Apart from that, I've been pretty lazy since I came back. Rachael came over last night cos she needed to use internet and practice the RTA test for her L's. Then, ended up staying the night and left so early this morning while I was still sleeping. o_o That motherfucker never sticks around the next day, always leaves early as she already has other plans. HMPH.
Tomorrow I will wake up and clean my room, hopefully. And I really want to put pictures on this post but I can't figure out how to get them the size I want. When I upload through blogspot the pictures are too small, and even if I use photobucket and resize to what I want, it doesn't turn out that size when I paste it here. Far out, annoying!
Saturday, December 31 @ 10:35 PM
I'M BACK (AGAIN). HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE/NEW YEARS!!! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NAIIDOGSZ. I'm sorry for not being with you to witness your blossoming into the age of 16. I hope you have a good NYE and birthday though, hehe. But I'm sure that I'll be seeing you soon. :3
My Lake Illawarra/Wollongong holiday was pretty fun! I loved it! Despite being sunburnt so bad that my whole back is brown and peeling like crazy. :( It itches so bad. We went beach every day yet I didn't use sunscreen because I didn't think it was necessary. I thought wrong, haha. Anyway, I had a good time. The holiday house we rented looked so ugly from the outside cos it was GREEN, but the inside was huge and nice. And our place was only a 2 minute walk from this freaking beautiful beach. My mum full brought blow up mini boats and shit to use in the waves LOL, it was so fun.
Well, to sum up my week, I spent it going beach clearly, did some fail fishing, snorkelling, and OMG that snorkelling area we were at literally had those jellyfish from nemo EVERYWHEREEE in the water. When we first realised they were all over us we were like WTF they're gonna sting us and shit. But they seemed harmless so we stayed in for hours scooping up jellyfish lol. Went shopping, spent a lot of time near rocky places finding crabs like typical asians, rock climbing, sight seeing, spent one night at a random amusement park, and yeah shit like that. Plus way too much eating for my own good, waaa. :'(
That brings me on to my New Years resolutions, which I'm just coming up with now rofl.
One: My diet. Less junk food/snacking, smaller portions, and more exercising. (Oh and no more buying my lunch at canteen everyday)<-- that's gonna be a tough one.
Two: My studies. Listen in class, take down all notes, study for all tests, be more ORGANISED with assignments and homework etc. Use my diary! And do my best at school.
And I was about to add a third resolution about money, but nah.. money is uncontrollable LOL. I'll just try my best to get a job and do the money box thing like I did towards the end of this year. To help me save up money so I can splurge at the end of the year. *Crosses fingers that the world won't end in 2012?!?! HAHAHA. Although not a laughing matter..
That is all for today.. I could go on forever tonight, but I should probably hurry up and check that my mum is still awake to watch fireworks on tv with me. :s Yep, no partying or city this year. It's weird to be at home for NYE for once. But yeah, I was too tired and not in the mood to be out and about tonight. But just before I go, I just need to scream WOoOooOOOoHOOOOO LILY IS BACK TO VISIT *CHEERINGGG! Now I'm just hoping she'll have at least a few days free for us!!! :@ Doesn't seem hard to achieve, but that girl is so fucking unpredictable these days. And I'm leaving for China in 11 days, and she's going camp or some fuckery. I'm scared we actually won't have as much time as desired to catch up, grrr.
Once again, I hope whoever is reading has a great New Years and best wishes to everyone hehe. :$
I'M BACK (AGAIN). HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE/NEW YEARS!!! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NAIIDOGSZ. I'm sorry for not being with you to witness your blossoming into the age of 16. I hope you have a good NYE and birthday though, hehe. But I'm sure that I'll be seeing you soon. :3
My Lake Illawarra/Wollongong holiday was pretty fun! I loved it! Despite being sunburnt so bad that my whole back is brown and peeling like crazy. :( It itches so bad. We went beach every day yet I didn't use sunscreen because I didn't think it was necessary. I thought wrong, haha. Anyway, I had a good time. The holiday house we rented looked so ugly from the outside cos it was GREEN, but the inside was huge and nice. And our place was only a 2 minute walk from this freaking beautiful beach. My mum full brought blow up mini boats and shit to use in the waves LOL, it was so fun.
Well, to sum up my week, I spent it going beach clearly, did some fail fishing, snorkelling, and OMG that snorkelling area we were at literally had those jellyfish from nemo EVERYWHEREEE in the water. When we first realised they were all over us we were like WTF they're gonna sting us and shit. But they seemed harmless so we stayed in for hours scooping up jellyfish lol. Went shopping, spent a lot of time near rocky places finding crabs like typical asians, rock climbing, sight seeing, spent one night at a random amusement park, and yeah shit like that. Plus way too much eating for my own good, waaa. :'(
That brings me on to my New Years resolutions, which I'm just coming up with now rofl.
One: My diet. Less junk food/snacking, smaller portions, and more exercising. (Oh and no more buying my lunch at canteen everyday)<-- that's gonna be a tough one.
Two: My studies. Listen in class, take down all notes, study for all tests, be more ORGANISED with assignments and homework etc. Use my diary! And do my best at school.
And I was about to add a third resolution about money, but nah.. money is uncontrollable LOL. I'll just try my best to get a job and do the money box thing like I did towards the end of this year. To help me save up money so I can splurge at the end of the year. *Crosses fingers that the world won't end in 2012?!?! HAHAHA. Although not a laughing matter..
That is all for today.. I could go on forever tonight, but I should probably hurry up and check that my mum is still awake to watch fireworks on tv with me. :s Yep, no partying or city this year. It's weird to be at home for NYE for once. But yeah, I was too tired and not in the mood to be out and about tonight. But just before I go, I just need to scream WOoOooOOOoHOOOOO LILY IS BACK TO VISIT *CHEERINGGG! Now I'm just hoping she'll have at least a few days free for us!!! :@ Doesn't seem hard to achieve, but that girl is so fucking unpredictable these days. And I'm leaving for China in 11 days, and she's going camp or some fuckery. I'm scared we actually won't have as much time as desired to catch up, grrr.
Once again, I hope whoever is reading has a great New Years and best wishes to everyone hehe. :$