Monday, January 31 @ 9:43 PM
OMGGGGGGG IM SO SADDDDDDDDDD. :'( My computers fucked uppp. After my brother used it the windows turned gigantic and all the icons look weird, fucken cunttt. I tried everything to fix itttt. I'm not used to these ugly windows :(

School tomorrowwwwwww. I'm just getting more and more depressed. :'( I wish I could be atleast a tiny bit excited for school but I'm just not. I'm seriously dreading tmr morning. Back to the days when I first started school at Stra Girls and I remember everyday when I woke up in the morning and realised I had school I could feel my heart sink. :\ Worst feeling ever..

OH YEAH and I cut my hair today, finally. But it ain't no good news cos the chick FUCKED IT UP. :( It's back to how short it used to be a year ago. I SPENT A WHOLE YEAR GROWING IT OUT, AND NOW IT'S ALL GONE FUCK. And it looks so choppy. :(

Friday, January 28 @ 4:48 PM
I'M BORED. I've been at home for 2 days straight. I NEED TO GO OUTSIDE AND GET SOME FRESH AIR! Too bad I'm not bothered lol. I should atleast do something productive.. instead of sitting around watching Jersey Shore Season 2 and playing ItGirl on Facebook. I think I'll go clean my room. Later. What a boring end to the holidays. I WANT MY BESTFRIEND BACK FROM INDO!!! :( AND I WANT LILY TO SEND ME KOREAN STUFF! :(

Omg 3 more days till school starts? Shit I havn't bought books or anything hahaha. I'm no where near ready for school. Usually I'd kinda be excited to be back, but not now. Not at this school.. Urghghhasdfghjhgf. Year 10? I don't feel smart enough to be in year 10 LOL. I didn't even learn jackshit in year 9. :\

Wednesday, January 26 @ 8:08 PM
Just bleached my hair again cos Hannah the dumb bitch didn't bleach my roots last time. It was so hard to see the back of my head with a tiny mirror ughh. Oh and I made this yummy caramel toffee crunch thing for my family today, I'm so nice :) It looks so pro.

Well anywho YESTERDAY HANNAH CRIED LIKE A BABY at the airport omggg never seen such a thing! It was so sad when Lily was leaving but for some reason I couldn't cry D: I cried like a month ago when I first found out, but I guess I got over the fact that she was leaving LOL. I feel so heartless! As soon as she turned the corner to the airplane Hannah turned around and I see her rubbing her eyes and I'm like ...'HANNAH ARE YOU CRYINNNGGG?' and she's like 'It's so sad Mandi...' and I pull her hands off her face and her eyes were like a WATERFALL and bloodshot red, faaack, I couldn't help laughing. But thank goodness I am good at cheering up a pumpkin like her. I full shouted her lollies and made her go shopping with me and put her in a good mood again. Airport shops are so interesting! Haha.

So Kim Tran kind of got me into IT GIRL on Facebook. SO GO ON AND SEND ME A GIFT PLEASE :) Preferably the 'mini candy bar' cos it gives you energy and I'm ALWAYS out of energy which is gay cos then you're not allowed to shop till you gain it back. (N) OH YEAH AND PS. IT'S SO FUCKEN BOILING TODAY FML :( Chillllll out Summer, lol.

Monday, January 24 @ 8:53 PM
Gonna wake up at 5:30 tmr morning to go airport FML. Going China for a year :'( Going to miss everyone so much. LOL jookes, I'm going for a friend who's leaving to Korea for 2 years, motherfucker. I hope I don't sleep in, my alarm better work LOL. Wow I don't think I've ever been to the international airport, only the in Australia one. I'M EXCITED. :$ I should really sleep now but I'm not tired. But if I don't sleep soon I won't be able to wake up early tmr. :(

Saturday, January 22 @ 10:20 PM
IT'S BEEN A BUSY AND STRESSFUL FEW DAYS. Well yesterday afternoon, I decided to trust the pumpkin bitch with my hair, which was a very big mistake lol. My hair is bleached the ugliest way possible. Some strands are brown and some are blonde, and some are half brown then blonde LIKE WTF? AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN BLEACH THE ROOTS -_- I gotta buy more now.

Then after we went Hanna Chungs place and made a spongecake for Lily, fucking fail hahahaha. Whipped cream spread all over it with melted chocolate which was meant to spell 'LILY' but it looked like scribble. But it tasted yuuuum. :) OMG HANNA'S FAMILY IS SO CUTE! Anywho we mucked around for ages and somehow we all fell asleep at who knows what time. Then this morning somehow woke up fucken early, Hanna cooked us all ramen how sweet, and YUUM IT WAS SO NICE. Wayyyyyy better than 2 minute cup ramen. Then they watched some stupid show and I was sitting there like zzzzz.

I ATE SO MUCH TODAYYY! First off ramen for breakfast, then korean chips, then we went Strathfield and ate some gigantic bowl of crushed ice dessert thingo, then we went up the road to eat maccaroons and icecream, then we went Homebush and ate MORE icecream, then full walked back to Stra for dinner - Cream pasta, pork with rice, and waffles with icecream. Shit, TOO MUCH ICECREAM. And I wanted pork roll but NOO :@

Still thinking what I should do tomorrow. :\ Shopping with my mum or karoake with the group? Well, I just went karoake today and 2 days before that, so ehh. But then I don't if my mum still wants to go shopping with me lol. Cos when I came home before my mum was pissed at me. I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHY.. omgosh so annoying.

Wednesday, January 19 @ 10:22 PM
I liked you alot better before. Now you're just following the crowd.

@ 9:32 PM
Beauty is nothing if you have a rotten attitude and personality. Its like a book with a good cover but with senseless story.

Monday, January 17 @ 1:04 AM
I'm so bored! Tumblr is being boring! I don't know how I'm gonna wake up early for beach tmr ahhh asdfghj. I felt so dizzy and sick yesterday from allnightering with Naiidogs and Varessa. Actually I STILL feel abit yuck.

My brother won a scissors paper rock competition at the dentist today LOL, and we got a $100 dentist voucher as the prize. HAHA LAME, but my mummy saved $100 =) I ate so much food today my tummy is like a balloon right now. TOO MUCH KFC.

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Friday, January 14 @ 11:33 PM
I feel weird today o_o I feel like everyone is doing their own little thing right now, while I'm freaking bored and willing to chat but you're all busy in your own world tonight!

Well today I had a refreshing day. My bestest friend slept over last night and this arvo we went Max Brenners in Newtown and filled our tummys till they were close to exploding. All that chocolate is going straight to my thighs i know it, LOL. Omgosh Newtown is so scary there's so many emo and gothic looking people, and gay couples, and hoboish drunk looking guys. Even though it's so busy and bright, I'd be terrified to walk the main street alone hahaha. But they have interesting shops, I wouldn't mind shopping in Newtown. Rach and I went in this clothes store and omg they had the hottest shorts, too bad spent all our money on calories!

Well GOODBYE AND FAREWELL FOR NOW, MY LOVELY RANGA BESTFRIEND. Have a safe trip tmr and I hope you have fun at Indonesia. Please just stop worrying about all the bullshit you put up with, and think of this as a relaxing holiday :$. Remember to buy me a truck full of goodies XXX.

Wednesday, January 12 @ 10:51 PM
It was weird talking to you today. Really, really weird. I got so scared when you said hi to me even when it was only msn. I didn't know what to do. I'm really scared that one day you're gonna try and get in contact with us again, and I have a feeling that day will come, and when it does, I really don't know what to do. To be honest, I dread that day. I wish things wern't so complicated. It shouldn't be so hard to talk to my own dad, but it is. What's even more nerveracking, is what mum would say or do if you ever tried to approach us. I don't wanna go through all the shit that happened when I was only 11. Those days were like nightmares to me and I honestly don't know how I would continue to live my life normally if it ever repeated itself. I feel so guilty for having a part of me that wishes I had no contact with you whatsoever. But I just keep reminding myself that I have legit reasons for thinking that way. But at the end of the day, the guilt just comes back and all the confusion and not knowing what to do, it all comes back. Everything about you, and family, and everything that happened years ago, it's all been inside of me for so long. And I think it always will be. My own dad. Something I will never openly discuss. Not to friends, not to family. This situation is just one big mess that I will never know how to solve.

Monday, January 10 @ 2:44 AM
We went from extreme layery mullets, to long clipon extensions LOL, from mossimo lanyards, g-star tops, spiked up hair, extremely geled hair, to all of a sudden bald cuts, and shaving designs onto your heads like madcunts.

Commenting about Naidas boobs and making jokes, the girls all screaming, argueing, and fantasizing over korean stars like Kimbum and Li Hong Ki, and the guys telling us to shut the fuck up and stop screaming.

The many allnighters on the phone with Vee, Naida, and Johnno. And my first phone allnighter ages ago with Clare Peng LOL, when you all fell asleep on us! Our typical city outtings, yuck. Walking around like teeny boppers, going kay, movie bar, etc. Johnnos annoying attempts to sing, Neils loud voice, and Helen hogging the microphone 24/fucking 7.

Remember the group 'o m c & w h a t ?' or whatever it was. I'M GLAD I WAS NEVER IN THAT AHAHAHA FUCKEN LOSERS. Just a phase, thank god you's got over it.

The Bondi Beach outtings last Summer, when it was like super hot. The guys chucking the girls in the water, making fail sandcastles, and watching Truong eat like a pig at maccas.

Thennn along come the imports~! Kay, Nick, Alex, Tony, etc. They were fucken funny cunts. And I'm not even viet. Too bad their not around no more!

All the drinkups, all-nighters at the city, sleepovers at Kim Trans, and the many parties at Kims place. Oh, remember when we went to see Justin Bieber? HAHA. That was the coldest day of my life, straight out. Waited like 5 hrs in the dark with blonde bimbos all around us. Gayyy.

So much has changed since then, so much.
Well I miss it all. We might of looked like little reckless kids from the outside, but we had fun, right?

Saturday, January 8 @ 9:44 PM
Had a good 2 days. :) Not bothered to write my usual lifestory though, so tired! Kimberly the fucked up little fuck! 'COME ON GUYS MORE SHOTS TAKE SHOTS WITH ME MORE MORE MOREE'. And in the end she realised the consequences for her actions LOLOLOL.

But for once in quite a while, we finally had a fun night/+morning with eachother. EVEN IVY CAME OMG, she dissapeared for a while but last night she made an appearance :D These times will be the memories I remember forever.

Then I come home around 11 in the morning, to the messiest bedroom in the whole entire world. There's shit everywhere on the floor can't even walk, gigantic bears, vacuum cleaner, clothes, bags, blankets, pillows, rubbish, omg hahaha. I'm gonna sleep in my mums room tonight there is too much bullshit on my bed. Way too much to shove on my chair, what I would normally do lol. Not going out tmr, dedicating my day to cleaning my bigass pig-sty. :)

And just came home from dinner at Burwood had the biggest feast. My mum kept complaining 'oh sorry my children are so inpolite, they should wait for you to eat first' and 'my children arn't very well mannered, they eat too much i apoligise' LIKE SHUTUP YEAH? HAHA fuck manners. I WAS FUCKEN HUNGRY, didn't eat since Billy's!

Thursday, January 6 @ 10:25 PM
I eat way too much sweet things, shit. I got my third tooth filling today at the dentist, and then I have an appointment later on for yet another tooth filling, cos they ran out of time today. THAT'S 4 HOLES I GOT IN MY TEETH in like what, under 3 yrs? Fuck, if I keep that up.. it's gonna be.. nah I gotta stop eating sweet shit LOL. I HATE TRIPS TO THE DENTIST OMG :( *cry

I looked in the mirror before and noticed my dimple on my right cheek has nearly dissapeared. It used to be way more noticeable. You know what that means??? MY FACE GAINED WEIGHT D:

On a better note, some guys came to setup the treadmill today and it's in my room right now! :) This gigantic piece of shit better motivate me to lose weight I swear. I'm scared I'm gonna fall off and hurt myself if I run too fast on it LOL :( *knocks on wood.

Wednesday, January 5 @ 10:44 PM
I'm going dentist tmr I'm so scared!!! I hate the dentist! And I think I might be getting braces soon, sometime.. I don't knooow. Cos I remember like a year ago the dentist said I either gotta pull out my weird tooth, or get braces. Pull out a tooth? FUCK THAT! I'M WAY TOO PUSSY FOR THAT. I'D RATHER HAVE BRACES FOR A YEAR.

But if I get them it's gonna look so freaking weird on me then my jaw is gonna push forward and look retarded. :( Or atleast that's what Kimberly said. But idk and idc I just want my teeth to get straight and pretty asap! Even if it means torture and ugliness for ages, I'd rather get it over and done with. Sooner than later, right? AHHH WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE PERFECT TEETH LIKE KIM TRAN LOL. DAMNIT.

Anywho I have alot of things on my to do list, that I'm hoping I'll be able to complete by the end of these holidays! I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE IS LESS THAN A MONTH TILL SCHOOL THAT'S FUCKEDD UP. Also I need to cut my hair, even thought I want it to grow out long, I still need a trim cos my hair is FULL of split ends and the split ends are just splitting further and further upwards which looks disgusting and I must cut them off! Before they reach my roots! HAHAHA KIDDING EWW IMPOSSIBLE. Then bleach my underlayer! And dye it too! Which I got hair dye today yay. Now I just needa find bleach.

It's a whole new year and everything but I swear nothings changed. Doesn't even feel like a new year. Still doing the same shit, and everything is still the same. How boring. Life is boring!

@ 11:03 AM
MY MUM IS SO FREAKING ANNOYING ASDFGHJKUYHNTJKL;POIUH :@

Tuesday, January 4 @ 9:07 PM
Hi :D Had a goooood day today. First off, went shopping with Rachael at DFO, then went Burwood for some more shopping. Got so much shit! I've been shopping so much these holidays but I can never get enough. No matter how much clothes or makeup or jewellery I have in my wardrobe, I will forever open my wardrobe and find nothing to wear lmao.

Anywho after that, we went city to pick up Vee. Ain't she special.. NOT. Nah we were mainly going to get contact lens off the Hoshimi Lens people but they dogged it. 'Sorry got caught up with work'. Lol sureee. Well we headed off to Marrickville to have... well it was around 4, is that considered lunch or dinner? LOL who knows. Met with Naida, ate pho and FRIED ICECREAM! MMMMM. *Licks lips. Rach left early and so us 3 went park to sit and talk. No we are not junkies, we just like to sit and talk. :) I swear Vee is so freaking dopey.

Decided to see Babyjess at Cincotta Chemist. SHE LOOKS SO PRO, IN THE WORK UNIFORM AND EVERYTHING. Full knows where everything is, in the shop and shit. Her boss full let us talk to her and shit too. Oh yeeah and Jess showed us this 5 day detox diet thing and gave us pamphlets haha me and Naida are planning to try it out. It says that it's not suitable for people under 18, but w/e.

Also saw Varessa at the station and called her to hop on the train and come to my carriage, BUT NO SHE GOT OFF NEXT STOP AND DOGGED ME! :(

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OK BYE ;)

Sunday, January 2 @ 10:59 PM
I ATE A PIGEON TODAY I ATE A PIGEON TODAY I ATE A PIGEON TODAY ASDFGHJDDFHGTRJ.

I was at a restaraunt with family and some random people I didn't know, and they were shouting us and there was this meat and I ate it cos I THOUGHT IT WAS CHICKEN! Then when we were driving home my mum was like 'Hey you know that thing was a pigeon right?' and I was like WHAAAAT THE FUUUUUUUUUCK. I WANNA VOMMIT I SWEAR.

If you know me, you would know that I hate pigeons. I fucking hate them. You know that feeling when you think you're about to vommit? Yeah I get that when I see pigeons. Yuck :( SCARRED FOR LIFE.

Saturday, January 1 @ 6:14 PM
HAPPY NEW YEARS BITCHES! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAIDA TOO (L)
I AM SO FREAKING TIRED LIKE OMFG.

Went out around 7pm yesterday then arrived in time at city for the 9pm fireworks which were actually pretty good, then bummed around till midnight fireworks which were goooooooood. :) We went to the big bridge to watch them, just like last year -except last years fireworks were shit.

Chucked an allnighter and went Bondi Beach around 4am. Not only was the city PAAACKED with people, but Bondi was JUST as packed omg. It was 4am in the morning on New Years, yet it was MUCH more crowded than how many people there would be on a 30degree day at Bondi. And there were full lights and crap on the beach, but the gates were opening at like 6 or something so we had to wait.

Haha spent like an hour walking around Bondi knocking on doors asking if we could use their toilets. NOT ME! I'm normal. Kim, Varessa, and others. Weeell we were PLANNING to fucking watch the sunrise on the beach but NOO the boys wanted to head back to the city, when the sunrise was like only 20 mins ahead! Stupid shits.

Like woah I got home at 8am this morning? Noone was even bothered to do anything today cos we were all tired like motherfuckers. I slept the whole day when I came home. From 8 till 2, then woke up to eat a kebab, then slept again till now - 6. What am I? A carnivore? herbivore? Ehh iunno whatever that words called, for animals who sleep during day and are awake during night lmao.

Right now my brothers friends, and their parents are over. My mum and them full became friends and shit. Like wtf I could never imagine my mum becoming friends with one of MY friends parents hahaha. So awkward for me :( Their all chatting and eating downstairs and here I am upstairs, finishing off my blogpost and getting ready to watch Desperate Housewives.

Well HOPE YOU'S HAD A GOOD NEW YEARS EVE TO WHOEVERS READING (lol noone). And I hope you didn't spend it sleeping the whole day like me D: toodles.