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Tuesday, May 31 @ 6:15 PM
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Monday, May 30 @ 5:55 PM
Okay I cbf with the 30 Day Challenge anymore. I'm a fucking lazy bitch, that's why. Now go on my tumblr shop and buy my whole wardrobe please, so I can have some cash to spend on shopping. I need to buy some warm jumpers and scarfs. :3 I'm sick of this gay rainy winter weather already. I thought I would enjoy winter this year. Kickback at home like today, stay warm, and laugh at people who are at school. But the thing is, a rainy day at home is only fun when you have movies and warm soup! Sure, I tumblred and I ate my whole kitchen, but I needed some good movies to watch and hot soup or atleast noodles to complete my day. Both which I didn't have! :'( I had the most unproductive day ever! I feel so fat. :'(
Omfg holy kamoly the rain suddenly got super loud. Anywho, I really badly feel like watching a movie at the CINEMAS for once. Somewhere I surprisingly havn't gone in ages! Ew I don't get why people like Pirates of the Caribbean. I havn't watched the latest one that's out atm, but the previous ones made me fall asleep zzzz. (Hannah, I know you read my blog and I know you disagree with what I just said). Speakinggg of pumpkins... Lol jk. Dont cry Hannah.
TOODLES~
Okay I cbf with the 30 Day Challenge anymore. I'm a fucking lazy bitch, that's why. Now go on my tumblr shop and buy my whole wardrobe please, so I can have some cash to spend on shopping. I need to buy some warm jumpers and scarfs. :3 I'm sick of this gay rainy winter weather already. I thought I would enjoy winter this year. Kickback at home like today, stay warm, and laugh at people who are at school. But the thing is, a rainy day at home is only fun when you have movies and warm soup! Sure, I tumblred and I ate my whole kitchen, but I needed some good movies to watch and hot soup or atleast noodles to complete my day. Both which I didn't have! :'( I had the most unproductive day ever! I feel so fat. :'(
Omfg holy kamoly the rain suddenly got super loud. Anywho, I really badly feel like watching a movie at the CINEMAS for once. Somewhere I surprisingly havn't gone in ages! Ew I don't get why people like Pirates of the Caribbean. I havn't watched the latest one that's out atm, but the previous ones made me fall asleep zzzz. (Hannah, I know you read my blog and I know you disagree with what I just said). Speakinggg of pumpkins... Lol jk. Dont cry Hannah.
TOODLES~
Thursday, May 26 @ 7:04 PM
30 Day Challenge - Day 8
Are you a fitness guru or couch potato? Talk about your exercise habits.
Couch. fucking. potato. No doubt about that! Am I more likely to go out and have fun or sit home, watch tv, tumblr, and eat? Second option for sure. Would I rather go out and have fun? Definetley. Am I going to? No. Why? I'm lazy and I can't lift my butt off the chair/couch/bed. So now I have to talk about my exercise habits. Wait, what exercise habits? No such thing. A couple of months ago I bought one of those big bouncy gym balls, skipping rope, hand weights, and a treadmill. All for me. Do I use any of them? NO. :( I thought I would be motivated to exercise after my mum bought me all that crap, but no, it didn't. The only time I ever get exercise is.. I guess when I walk to school and when I go out or go shopping, which is only every now and then. Hannah and I are hopefully signing up for free fitness first in the holidays, so yay!
30 Day Challenge - Day 8
Are you a fitness guru or couch potato? Talk about your exercise habits.
Couch. fucking. potato. No doubt about that! Am I more likely to go out and have fun or sit home, watch tv, tumblr, and eat? Second option for sure. Would I rather go out and have fun? Definetley. Am I going to? No. Why? I'm lazy and I can't lift my butt off the chair/couch/bed. So now I have to talk about my exercise habits. Wait, what exercise habits? No such thing. A couple of months ago I bought one of those big bouncy gym balls, skipping rope, hand weights, and a treadmill. All for me. Do I use any of them? NO. :( I thought I would be motivated to exercise after my mum bought me all that crap, but no, it didn't. The only time I ever get exercise is.. I guess when I walk to school and when I go out or go shopping, which is only every now and then. Hannah and I are hopefully signing up for free fitness first in the holidays, so yay!
Tuesday, May 24 @ 5:21 PM
I don't miss you like a crazy person or anything, but every now and then I remember how much we used to talk and the times you made me laugh. It makes me wonder how you're doing and how our friendship fell apart.
I don't miss you like a crazy person or anything, but every now and then I remember how much we used to talk and the times you made me laugh. It makes me wonder how you're doing and how our friendship fell apart.
Monday, May 23 @ 5:12 PM
The most lonliest and bottled up of them all is not the girl who sits quietly by herself, nor the girl who replies 'not very well' when asked 'how are you'. The most lonliest girl with the most terrible secrets is the girl who replies 'yeah i'm fine!' when asked what is wrong. She never sits quietly by herself, nor shows any evidence of depression. Infact, no matter how isolated she feels she will make sure noone knows, even when she is desperate to talk to someone. No matter how alone she feels, she will wake up each morning for school, put a smile on her face and keep it there all day.
The most lonliest and bottled up of them all is not the girl who sits quietly by herself, nor the girl who replies 'not very well' when asked 'how are you'. The most lonliest girl with the most terrible secrets is the girl who replies 'yeah i'm fine!' when asked what is wrong. She never sits quietly by herself, nor shows any evidence of depression. Infact, no matter how isolated she feels she will make sure noone knows, even when she is desperate to talk to someone. No matter how alone she feels, she will wake up each morning for school, put a smile on her face and keep it there all day.
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Saturday, May 21 @ 10:56 AM
30 Day Challenge - Day 5
Tell us 3 of your favourite colours.
Pink would haveto be one. Even though I get sick of it since my whole room is fucking pink. Everything. My walls, my bedsheets, the couch, the chair im sitting on, EVERYTHING. :( The next time I move houses and get a new room, it'll be the colours of the fucking rainbow. Other than pink, I don't have any 2 particular favourite colours. I mean, I like all colours. Different colours look good on different things. I like red, yellow, blue, turquoise, black, green is okay, purple is okay.
30 Day Challenge - Day 5
Tell us 3 of your favourite colours.
Pink would haveto be one. Even though I get sick of it since my whole room is fucking pink. Everything. My walls, my bedsheets, the couch, the chair im sitting on, EVERYTHING. :( The next time I move houses and get a new room, it'll be the colours of the fucking rainbow. Other than pink, I don't have any 2 particular favourite colours. I mean, I like all colours. Different colours look good on different things. I like red, yellow, blue, turquoise, black, green is okay, purple is okay.
Wednesday, May 18 @ 7:10 PM
"People always leave. People will always find something wrong with you. They give up on you and tell you to fuck off. As much as I want them in my life, I got used to being left behind, taking all the blame for them leaving me like I deserved it. All I have to say is that I'm tired of chasing people, tired of begging them to stay. If they want me in their life, I believe it's time for them to run after me."
"People always leave. People will always find something wrong with you. They give up on you and tell you to fuck off. As much as I want them in my life, I got used to being left behind, taking all the blame for them leaving me like I deserved it. All I have to say is that I'm tired of chasing people, tired of begging them to stay. If they want me in their life, I believe it's time for them to run after me."
Tuesday, May 17 @ 6:54 PM
30 Day Challenge - Day 3
If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
*Trying to think realistically* If I had only 24 hours left to live,
- Spend most of the day and the last few hours with my family.
- I guess I'd go see close friends for the last time, thank them, say goodbyes, bla bla etc.
- Update my facebook LOL. I still need to say goodbyes to friends I won't have time to see. :3
- Go to a super expensive restaraunt with family and spoil myself with the best food there is.
- Pray.
30 Day Challenge - Day 3
If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
*Trying to think realistically* If I had only 24 hours left to live,
- Spend most of the day and the last few hours with my family.
- I guess I'd go see close friends for the last time, thank them, say goodbyes, bla bla etc.
- Update my facebook LOL. I still need to say goodbyes to friends I won't have time to see. :3
- Go to a super expensive restaraunt with family and spoil myself with the best food there is.
- Pray.
Monday, May 16 @ 5:31 PM
30 Day Challenge - Day 2
Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.
I have no tattoos. And for piercings, I have 2 on one ear and 3 on the other, that's it. I accidently pierced the 3rd one on my left ear the other day. Yes, accidently lol. :( I wasn't planning for the earring to just fckn make a hole. I'm taking it out soon. I'd have an eyebrow if it wasn't for my mum. She already raged about my ears. She'd seriously kick me out if I came home with my eyebrow pierced. I won't be getting any tatts. Not at this age. Fourteen with a tatt? LOL no thanks I ain't no ganga. I've always wanted a drop dead diamond on my hand. But I'm fine for now rofl.
30 Day Challenge - Day 2
Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.
I have no tattoos. And for piercings, I have 2 on one ear and 3 on the other, that's it. I accidently pierced the 3rd one on my left ear the other day. Yes, accidently lol. :( I wasn't planning for the earring to just fckn make a hole. I'm taking it out soon. I'd have an eyebrow if it wasn't for my mum. She already raged about my ears. She'd seriously kick me out if I came home with my eyebrow pierced. I won't be getting any tatts. Not at this age. Fourteen with a tatt? LOL no thanks I ain't no ganga. I've always wanted a drop dead diamond on my hand. But I'm fine for now rofl.
Sunday, May 15 @ 12:33 PM
30 Day Challenge - Day 1
Post 15 facts about yourself
1. Mandi Fan, not Ki.
2. Strathfield Girls
3. Chinese
4. Fourteen turning fifteen in October.
5. Scared of pigeons, or birds in general.
6. I hate cats.
7. Christian
8. Not easy to get close to.
9. Always happy/tries to stay positive.
10. I love collecting makeup.
11. I could (and have) stand in the beauty aisle of woolies for hours just browsing shit.
12. Always wishing to be skinnier, but too lazy to exercise and too greedy to stop eating.
13. Tumblr addict.
14. Finds smoking disgusting.
15. 2010 - 2011 have been my most loneliest years yet.
30 Day Challenge - Day 1
Post 15 facts about yourself
1. Mandi Fan, not Ki.
2. Strathfield Girls
3. Chinese
4. Fourteen turning fifteen in October.
5. Scared of pigeons, or birds in general.
6. I hate cats.
7. Christian
8. Not easy to get close to.
9. Always happy/tries to stay positive.
10. I love collecting makeup.
11. I could (and have) stand in the beauty aisle of woolies for hours just browsing shit.
12. Always wishing to be skinnier, but too lazy to exercise and too greedy to stop eating.
13. Tumblr addict.
14. Finds smoking disgusting.
15. 2010 - 2011 have been my most loneliest years yet.
Saturday, May 14 @ 4:12 PM
This challenge right here will give me heaps to write about for the next month or two. I most likely will not update EVERY day for exactly 30 days cos I'm lazy, and might possibly skip a few of the subjects too. Lol I'm kind of cheating but whatever, just keeping myself busy.
This challenge right here will give me heaps to write about for the next month or two. I most likely will not update EVERY day for exactly 30 days cos I'm lazy, and might possibly skip a few of the subjects too. Lol I'm kind of cheating but whatever, just keeping myself busy.
Wednesday, May 11 @ 8:29 PM
So I have one exam or more, every day of the week in week 5 this term. Kill my life. I seriously do not learn jackshit in Science. I feel sorry for my old man teacher. He can't fucking control the class lol. I spent todays lesson watching I Am Sam on my laptop. It's so saddddddd. I'm scared to continue watching it cos I know I'm gonna be pouring tears. :( Such a good movie.
My social life is dead dead deadd. And I honestly don't enjoy school either. Sure they all see me smiling and laughing, but those laughs ain't even close to the way it used to be. Oh my lord, rolls at our school are checked EVERY FUCKING PERIOD. Roll call, period 1, 2, 3, and 4. All the rolls are checked. It's not possible to jig. We can't even fake our parents numbers or nothing. If I wanted to go to a strict school I would of went to a private school. -.- I don't think I'm ever going to get used to this school. Yuck.
A friend mentioned the other day that I seem like I have it all, the perfect life and everything I want. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WISH. I FUCKING HATE LIFE. You bitches know nothing.
I should go church on Friday night.
So I have one exam or more, every day of the week in week 5 this term. Kill my life. I seriously do not learn jackshit in Science. I feel sorry for my old man teacher. He can't fucking control the class lol. I spent todays lesson watching I Am Sam on my laptop. It's so saddddddd. I'm scared to continue watching it cos I know I'm gonna be pouring tears. :( Such a good movie.
My social life is dead dead deadd. And I honestly don't enjoy school either. Sure they all see me smiling and laughing, but those laughs ain't even close to the way it used to be. Oh my lord, rolls at our school are checked EVERY FUCKING PERIOD. Roll call, period 1, 2, 3, and 4. All the rolls are checked. It's not possible to jig. We can't even fake our parents numbers or nothing. If I wanted to go to a strict school I would of went to a private school. -.- I don't think I'm ever going to get used to this school. Yuck.
A friend mentioned the other day that I seem like I have it all, the perfect life and everything I want. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I WISH. I FUCKING HATE LIFE. You bitches know nothing.
I should go church on Friday night.
Tuesday, May 10 @ 7:44 PM
I can feel you forgetting me.
I can feel you forgetting me.
Wednesday, May 4 @ 9:39 PM
1. Dying in confusion of not knowing what to get my mum for Mothers Day.
2. Made tumblrs recipe of nutella mudcake today.
3. I made my brother a card and bought him chocolates for his birthday tomorrow.
4. Plucked, shaped, and filled in Sallys eyebrows this afternoon.
5. In need of some serious shopping.
6. Deciding if I should get the iphone in white or black.
7. Surprisingly been liking school and starting to get things done, but I'm sure it's just a phase.
8. Happy birthday Hanna Chung. I will be seeing you soon my love.
9. I am extremely annoyed at certain people who seemed to have forgotten about me.
10. I finished my periods exactly a week ago, and now I got it again, is that normal?
2. Made tumblrs recipe of nutella mudcake today.
3. I made my brother a card and bought him chocolates for his birthday tomorrow.
4. Plucked, shaped, and filled in Sallys eyebrows this afternoon.
5. In need of some serious shopping.
6. Deciding if I should get the iphone in white or black.
7. Surprisingly been liking school and starting to get things done, but I'm sure it's just a phase.
8. Happy birthday Hanna Chung. I will be seeing you soon my love.
9. I am extremely annoyed at certain people who seemed to have forgotten about me.
10. I finished my periods exactly a week ago, and now I got it again, is that normal?
Sunday, May 1 @ 3:33 PM
We aren't the girls who get 42 'likes' on our Facebook pictures, we aren't the girls that act dumb to get the guys, or that wear shorts with our asses hanging out. We care more about music than popularity. We are the girls who have laughing fits without worrying if our faces look weird, we are the girls who genuinely care about how you are, we are the girls who don't make a big deal of what you said 2 years ago, we're the girls who care more about being nice than who thinks that we're 'hot', we are the girls who can be quiet and often overlooked, but I guarantee we are the girls you'd rather be friends with.
We aren't the girls who get 42 'likes' on our Facebook pictures, we aren't the girls that act dumb to get the guys, or that wear shorts with our asses hanging out. We care more about music than popularity. We are the girls who have laughing fits without worrying if our faces look weird, we are the girls who genuinely care about how you are, we are the girls who don't make a big deal of what you said 2 years ago, we're the girls who care more about being nice than who thinks that we're 'hot', we are the girls who can be quiet and often overlooked, but I guarantee we are the girls you'd rather be friends with.