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Monday, October 17 @ 7:59 PM
I swear I'm seriously the most non productive person. I always say to myself ok when I go home I'm going to do this that, but does anything ever get done? No. :'( Particularly today. I didn't do anything worthwhile today except eating lol.

OMG OMG, I watched Jason Derulo perform yesterday. :D I thought he was ugly but after seeing him on stage, I change my mind. He's pretty hot. Parramatta Westfields was packed full of screaming bitches from ground level up to the freakin fifth or w/e level. It was a lil craycray. Vee and I literally went up and down the escalators like 10 times, as well as walking in circles 985467 times to try and find a decent spot. And after failing to sneak through a cafe to the VIP section, we ended up on the side grrrr. I guess I can't complain though, cos we could see him well enough. Although I was on my tippy toes the whole time and when it finished my legs were so fucking sore! And it was so crowded, I was sweating like a motherfucker.

Oh yeah and we met Helen afterwards and did some sad window shopping as we are broke bitches. Oh and Jason Derulo came back after a bit to do autographs and I got to be a few metres away from him. I feel so privileged. <3 Idk if that's the word lol. And then we ate. And ended up going karaoke - just as three. HAHAHAHA, don't judge. We had nothing else to do and it was too early to go home! And then.. ate some more.

So that was pretty much my Sunday. This week, I hope to go shopping (even though I say that almost every blog post). But yeah, rofl. The money I've been saving up and planning to spend at the end of December - Idk, I want to break the money box now and use it. Haha I'm dying for money! I'm too scared to ask my mama for money now. :o( I badly want to get a job but I'm too shy lol. :$ Plus, there's no where suitable. I'm too picky. Now that I think about it, I'm picky about everything. I picture things exactly the way I imagined it or planned it out in my head, and refuse to accept anything different. That's bad.. right? But then, if it doesn't work out the way I want, in the end I always give in and let it be.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkk I need to find a fucking formal dress. I'm never going to find a formal dress!!! Because like I said, I'm really picky! I can actually picture the exact dress I want in my head. The colour, style, material, and everything. :) Now I just have to find it. LOL. Wish me luck.