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Friday, November 25 @ 11:33 PM
Why am I the only one making an effort to keep in touch? Go fuck yourself.
Why am I the only one making an effort to keep in touch? Go fuck yourself.
Thursday, November 24 @ 8:20 PM
ASDFGHJDDFGHJK I'm spending Christmas at Lake Illawara. What the heck? I've never even heard of that place in my life! Whenever my family goes on holidays I never go, so my mum's making me go this time *sigh. Seven days there, from the 24th December. Then China for ten days, from the 11th January. WOOOOHOOOO :D It's only ten days but I'm still very grateful to my mum hehe. :$ She's so nice to me lately and let's me do what I want, etc. I guess she just understands me more now.
Today was a pretty okay day. Even though I spent 6 hours during the day being a busy motherfucker at the pharmacy by myself. I'm glad I went though. I need to be more independent rofl. After work, I shopped with Rach for about 3 hours, and am pretty satisfied with my purchases. :) I love sales, and I cannot wait for Christmas sales! OH WAIT, I WON'T BE HERE DURING THAT TIME..... FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK. SPEWINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! :'( What a big dissapointment. I was so pumped to go shopping on Boxing day and stuff. I guess I'll just have to make sure not to miss any sales pre-xmas. Also, I won't be able to full fill my plan of getting a job these holidays anymore, since I will be on holidays and committed to gym. Ahhhh, but I really wanted a job. I need the money.
Well, time for a shower! My room looks like the aftermath of an earthquake. Awesome... :(
O YEAH AND I WATCHED 'IN TIME' IT WAS SO GOOOOOOD. I'm usually into chick flicks and bullshit, but OMG IT'S SUCH A GOOD MOVIE, I can't get over it. And Justin Timberlake is so fucking sexy in it.
ASDFGHJDDFGHJK I'm spending Christmas at Lake Illawara. What the heck? I've never even heard of that place in my life! Whenever my family goes on holidays I never go, so my mum's making me go this time *sigh. Seven days there, from the 24th December. Then China for ten days, from the 11th January. WOOOOHOOOO :D It's only ten days but I'm still very grateful to my mum hehe. :$ She's so nice to me lately and let's me do what I want, etc. I guess she just understands me more now.
Today was a pretty okay day. Even though I spent 6 hours during the day being a busy motherfucker at the pharmacy by myself. I'm glad I went though. I need to be more independent rofl. After work, I shopped with Rach for about 3 hours, and am pretty satisfied with my purchases. :) I love sales, and I cannot wait for Christmas sales! OH WAIT, I WON'T BE HERE DURING THAT TIME..... FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK. SPEWINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! :'( What a big dissapointment. I was so pumped to go shopping on Boxing day and stuff. I guess I'll just have to make sure not to miss any sales pre-xmas. Also, I won't be able to full fill my plan of getting a job these holidays anymore, since I will be on holidays and committed to gym. Ahhhh, but I really wanted a job. I need the money.
Well, time for a shower! My room looks like the aftermath of an earthquake. Awesome... :(
O YEAH AND I WATCHED 'IN TIME' IT WAS SO GOOOOOOD. I'm usually into chick flicks and bullshit, but OMG IT'S SUCH A GOOD MOVIE, I can't get over it. And Justin Timberlake is so fucking sexy in it.
Wednesday, November 23 @ 12:28 PM
Fuck this work experience shit! It's a load of bull. I think the main thing I hate about it would be my manager. He's so weird. He expects us to know exactly what to do when he doesn't even explain properly. And when he's pissed off at us for some reason, instead of being straight out about it, he stands there and hints us his thoughts by giving us this awkward look. IT'S SO WEIRD. But either way, I was up for going today because I guess I can put up with shit as long as I have a friend with me, but noooo Debra decides to be sick. This bitch, always sick. :( Well, hopefully next week at Lidcombe primary will be a better experience. Although, kids annoy me. I hope it's not awkward. I hope the kids arn't shy and shit.
Thank god it is nice and sunny next week (hopefully not too boiling though). Right now, this rainy weather is putting me in such an unproductive mood! I'm so sick of winter weather. I've been craving Summer for weeks now!!
Well anyway, other than complaining, I could say that this week has been semi-ok, because at least we have no school. When year 11 (that sounds so old) starts, my goal is to be a top student............. HEHEHE. Or to do the best I can. We'll see how that goes. But seriously, I want to buy a planner/diary and write down when things are due. :) And keep it neat. I hate it when people write all over my diary and turn it messy cos then I can't keep all the notes organised and neat. And when things arn't nice and neat I can't operate my mind, ya know? haha. Like, I can never study in a messy room.
Later today I will be watching the movie 'in time' (i think that's what it's called?). Anyway, what the fuck is that? Never heard of it. Better be good! Cinema's is such a rare place to go for me these days! I hope I don't see my manager or any workers from my work experience at Burwood........ THAT WILL BE AWKWARD SINCE I'M 'SICK' LOL. Wow I just realised I've had this face mask on my face for 47 minutes now when it's supposed to be on for 10 minutes. Off to wash my face now, toodles. Cbf to go out, such crap weather *sigh.
Fuck this work experience shit! It's a load of bull. I think the main thing I hate about it would be my manager. He's so weird. He expects us to know exactly what to do when he doesn't even explain properly. And when he's pissed off at us for some reason, instead of being straight out about it, he stands there and hints us his thoughts by giving us this awkward look. IT'S SO WEIRD. But either way, I was up for going today because I guess I can put up with shit as long as I have a friend with me, but noooo Debra decides to be sick. This bitch, always sick. :( Well, hopefully next week at Lidcombe primary will be a better experience. Although, kids annoy me. I hope it's not awkward. I hope the kids arn't shy and shit.
Thank god it is nice and sunny next week (hopefully not too boiling though). Right now, this rainy weather is putting me in such an unproductive mood! I'm so sick of winter weather. I've been craving Summer for weeks now!!
Well anyway, other than complaining, I could say that this week has been semi-ok, because at least we have no school. When year 11 (that sounds so old) starts, my goal is to be a top student............. HEHEHE. Or to do the best I can. We'll see how that goes. But seriously, I want to buy a planner/diary and write down when things are due. :) And keep it neat. I hate it when people write all over my diary and turn it messy cos then I can't keep all the notes organised and neat. And when things arn't nice and neat I can't operate my mind, ya know? haha. Like, I can never study in a messy room.
Later today I will be watching the movie 'in time' (i think that's what it's called?). Anyway, what the fuck is that? Never heard of it. Better be good! Cinema's is such a rare place to go for me these days! I hope I don't see my manager or any workers from my work experience at Burwood........ THAT WILL BE AWKWARD SINCE I'M 'SICK' LOL. Wow I just realised I've had this face mask on my face for 47 minutes now when it's supposed to be on for 10 minutes. Off to wash my face now, toodles. Cbf to go out, such crap weather *sigh.
Wednesday, November 16 @ 7:58 PM
I always feel like I need people more than they need me.
I always feel like I need people more than they need me.
Monday, November 14 @ 8:48 PM
It's always the same old thing about you that really does my head in. Always the same thing. You repeat the same mistakes and stupid acts over and over and by now I would think you'd be a little more mature? Well, actually I do end up thinking and believing that you're probably more mature now. BUT, then you do some shit that just proves me wrong again and dissapoints me. It's the littlest things. Really. The most simple things that you think isn't a big deal, and you can get away with - those things, I FIND OUT. It's a small world and shit spreads fast. I really don't know if there are even more things that I still don't know, but what I do know, is that there is a load of stuff I know about you, that you don't know I'm aware of. What I dislike the most, would probably be when I tell you over and over not to do a certain thing because it is wrong, and you somehow manipulate my thoughts until I agree with every word you say, and then you continue by telling me that it won't happen again, but then it does. I love you a lot but you also annoy me a lot.
It's always the same old thing about you that really does my head in. Always the same thing. You repeat the same mistakes and stupid acts over and over and by now I would think you'd be a little more mature? Well, actually I do end up thinking and believing that you're probably more mature now. BUT, then you do some shit that just proves me wrong again and dissapoints me. It's the littlest things. Really. The most simple things that you think isn't a big deal, and you can get away with - those things, I FIND OUT. It's a small world and shit spreads fast. I really don't know if there are even more things that I still don't know, but what I do know, is that there is a load of stuff I know about you, that you don't know I'm aware of. What I dislike the most, would probably be when I tell you over and over not to do a certain thing because it is wrong, and you somehow manipulate my thoughts until I agree with every word you say, and then you continue by telling me that it won't happen again, but then it does. I love you a lot but you also annoy me a lot.
Monday, November 7 @ 8:10 PM
My laziness towards studying is overwhelming me. School certificate doesn't count towards anything, right? :| I really want to study for maths and civics but ughhhhhh, fuck it.
My laziness towards studying is overwhelming me. School certificate doesn't count towards anything, right? :| I really want to study for maths and civics but ughhhhhh, fuck it.
Wednesday, November 2 @ 10:10 PM
I have a strong prediction that from this week onwards, it will be quite a busy fucking rest of the year.
To do list:
- Buy a formal dress
- Find a clutch and heels to match
- Study for SC
- Go shopping and cross off everything on my 'need to buy' list
- Go shopping for appropriate Work Experience clothes
- Get bass control ticket
- Cut my hair
- Hand in notes and pay school fees
I have a strong prediction that from this week onwards, it will be quite a busy fucking rest of the year.
To do list:
- Buy a formal dress
- Find a clutch and heels to match
- Study for SC
- Go shopping and cross off everything on my 'need to buy' list
- Go shopping for appropriate Work Experience clothes
- Get bass control ticket
- Cut my hair
- Hand in notes and pay school fees
Tuesday, November 1 @ 9:21 AM
Don't fucking underestimate me.
Don't fucking underestimate me.