Saturday, December 31 @ 10:35 PM
I'M BACK (AGAIN). HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE/NEW YEARS!!! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NAIIDOGSZ. I'm sorry for not being with you to witness your blossoming into the age of 16. I hope you have a good NYE and birthday though, hehe. But I'm sure that I'll be seeing you soon. :3

My Lake Illawarra/Wollongong holiday was pretty fun! I loved it! Despite being sunburnt so bad that my whole back is brown and peeling like crazy. :( It itches so bad. We went beach every day yet I didn't use sunscreen because I didn't think it was necessary. I thought wrong, haha. Anyway, I had a good time. The holiday house we rented looked so ugly from the outside cos it was GREEN, but the inside was huge and nice. And our place was only a 2 minute walk from this freaking beautiful beach. My mum full brought blow up mini boats and shit to use in the waves LOL, it was so fun.

Well, to sum up my week, I spent it going beach clearly, did some fail fishing, snorkelling, and OMG that snorkelling area we were at literally had those jellyfish from nemo EVERYWHEREEE in the water. When we first realised they were all over us we were like WTF they're gonna sting us and shit. But they seemed harmless so we stayed in for hours scooping up jellyfish lol. Went shopping, spent a lot of time near rocky places finding crabs like typical asians, rock climbing, sight seeing, spent one night at a random amusement park, and yeah shit like that. Plus way too much eating for my own good, waaa. :'(

That brings me on to my New Years resolutions, which I'm just coming up with now rofl.

One: My diet. Less junk food/snacking, smaller portions, and more exercising. (Oh and no more buying my lunch at canteen everyday)<-- that's gonna be a tough one.

Two: My studies. Listen in class, take down all notes, study for all tests, be more ORGANISED with assignments and homework etc. Use my diary! And do my best at school.

And I was about to add a third resolution about money, but nah.. money is uncontrollable LOL. I'll just try my best to get a job and do the money box thing like I did towards the end of this year. To help me save up money so I can splurge at the end of the year. *Crosses fingers that the world won't end in 2012?!?! HAHAHA. Although not a laughing matter..

That is all for today.. I could go on forever tonight, but I should probably hurry up and check that my mum is still awake to watch fireworks on tv with me. :s Yep, no partying or city this year. It's weird to be at home for NYE for once. But yeah, I was too tired and not in the mood to be out and about tonight. But just before I go, I just need to scream WOoOooOOOoHOOOOO LILY IS BACK TO VISIT *CHEERINGGG! Now I'm just hoping she'll have at least a few days free for us!!! :@ Doesn't seem hard to achieve, but that girl is so fucking unpredictable these days. And I'm leaving for China in 11 days, and she's going camp or some fuckery. I'm scared we actually won't have as much time as desired to catch up, grrr.

Once again, I hope whoever is reading has a great New Years and best wishes to everyone hehe. :$

Friday, December 23 @ 11:37 AM
I'M BACK. :D I havn't blogged in ages! Or it feels like it's been forever. I almost forgot that I have a blog to update. :o Well, today I have a lot of things to do but I really cannot be bothered grrrrrr. I have to pack for Lake Illawarra today, as I am leaving tomorrow YAY. It better be fun. But my periods are delayed and are about to rush out of my vagina any day now, and if it does I can't go on rides if we go Jamberoo, WAAAAAA. :'( And tampons are NOT an option.

I went shopping at Parra yesterday with ___ and OH MY, it was fucking crazyyy packed. AND THE SCARIEST THING was when we were sitting down eating at the food court, we noticed there were indians EVERYWHERE?!?! No matter where I turned my head, I would see a curry muncher. I was fucken trippin' balls! More Indians at Parra last night then at Homebush, which is supposed to be the curry munching destination! Anyway, there were heapsss of xmas-time sales at Westfields! This time of the year is so ASDFGHJFGHJ and crowded. Shopped shopped shopped, ate, shopped more, bumped into people, got tired, went home. Westfields closed at midnight, would be mad if we stayed till then! Should of, would of, could of, didn't.

I didn't get heaps of stuff, cos I was tired and it was getting late. Two pairs of shorts (one which got soaked by ___'s drink, THANKS CUNT), a top, and most importantly, my mums Christmas present. The day before, I went shopping with Rach and I saw the scent stick thing 'sweet pea and jasmine' scent by Ecoya, that I wanted to get my mum, but they sold out of stock. I was so devastated. But then, last night I found it at Parra YAYYY *cheering. Costed me $60 though *sigh. My mum better like it. And if she doesn't, then I'll use it hehe. I have to bring it in my luggage to Lake Illawarra then put it under our tree at our holiday house. My family and two other families are all buying each other presents LOL.

I should probably clean my room now, so when I return home on NYE *tear, my room will be nice and tidy. I guess I'll be watching the fireworks on tv this year HAHA. :o) Well that is all. Time for lunch nomnom.

FAREWELL for 7 days!!!

Monday, December 12 @ 9:16 PM
The previous weeks weather has been total crap! And judging by the weather predictions for this week, the weather is going to continue being crappy. And now I am highly doubting that it will be hot enough in time for Jambaroo, waaaaa. :'( Why are we getting cloud and rain during Summer? I've already prepared my wardrobe with new Summer clothes, but still not able to wear them, grrr.

I finally got Hershey's chocolate at Costco today hehe. The extra creamy milk chocolate with toffee and almonds nugget is the best one, mmmm. Almost 2kg worth of Hershey's nuggets. I am going to get FAT! *sigh. I wish everything I ate went straight to my boobs LOL (dream on). Well, I just got home recently and spent like half an hour playing temple run. I suck, but it's so addictive. My brother's highest score is 3.something million, what the fuck? -.- What a freak.

I'M SO BORED. I've run out of things to write about already.

Wednesday, December 7 @ 9:43 PM
Hi guyz. I went shopping at DFO today. My goodness, that place just gets crappier and crappier. Actually, maybe it's cos I'm more picky with what I buy these days LOL. I'm hard to satisfy. Oh yeah, about the money box I've been shoving money in since August - I opened it with a can opener the other day LOL. Turned out, I had $200 worth of notes and $40 worth of coins. Well, I spent $60 of it today already *sigh. I swear, money disappears so fast!! And I only bought underwear and a shirt! But I guess scoring some comfy jumpers for free(which I've been meaning to get for a while) made me much more satisfied.

OMG haha, in the morning when I met Sally at the bus stop, we literally just got there then these two viet ladies who are about to hop in a taxi are all like 'YOU GO TO DFO TOO?' And we're like 'um yeah' and they're like 'OK COME IN! WE GO DFO TOO! TAXI IS CHEAPER THAN WAITING FOR BUS!' Hell yeah, free ride! And the taxi ride was fucken funny as. We just sat there listening to an old man driver and an asian talk about having no money and winning the lotto LOL. I had a pretty tiring day involving 3-4 hours of walking zzz!

Anywho, I just accidently bit off the white tip of my pinkie nail, ew. I can't wait to get my nails taken off tomorrow. They're looking fugly. I want my nails to recover so I can paint them red and green for Christmas hehe. I'm still devastated that I won't be here to go crazy shopping on Boxing Day sales! :( Yeah well I cbf to type anymore so goodbye.

Sunday, December 4 @ 1:17 AM
Like seriously, right at this moment, I can't wait to get away from Sydney in the holidays. I can't wait to get away from things. I feel like my whole life is a mess that I need to re-organise! 'If you don't like something, change it. And if you can't change it, accept it' - a quote I always preach, but seldom practice. But I'm getting there, slowly.. :) I really hope I can end this year with atleast a little bit of satisfaction, something that it is lacking at the moment.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wish I could go Eminem concert!!!!!!!! Sorry Naida. It seems so dumb that just when my mum quits her job and stops earning money, we plan two crazy expensive holiday vacations. When my mum had the money, she had no time, and now that she has time, she has no money LOL. Fuck our lives! And fuck my dad for not giving me or my brother one cent.

Well, I watched Breaking Dawn Part 1 last week or something. It was pretty good. There were so many FUCKED UP intense scenes. Like OMFG, WHEN THE BABY CAME OUT OF BELLA WITH BLOOD ALL OVER IT. And Edwards holding her like she's so beautiful and precious. How can you expect me to take that scene seriously when the baby is drenched with disgusting vagina blood? Straight out I was about to vommit in the cinemas. But anyway, it was an interesting movie. I enjoyed it hahaha. :) Weirdest ending. But I won't spoil it incase someone who's reading this hasn't watched it.

So these holidays, in my spare time, I hope to go gym as much as I can. Actually, right now, what's more important to me is my diet! I eat way too much junk food. :| And I have a big appetite too, so I just keep snacking and snacking till I get so bloated that I look like a balloon. Haha, ONLY TO EVER HAPPEN AT HOME. It's some extreme shit. ;) But seriouslyyyyy, I need to drink more water and eat more nutritious food lol. Omg I have such a sweet tooth. Dessert food is my best friend!! I don't think our relationship is very healthy though HAHA. :( Oh and when I said my 'diet' I did not mean I'm on a diet. I meant as in like my eating habits and stuff, ya know.

Wellllll that is all for now. I can't think of anything else to write about. I should probably sleep, but I'm not tired grrrr. I blame caffeine. OH yeah, I started twittering hehe. The perfect place to post random thoughts and actions during my day that wouldn't be long enough to blog, and too stupid to status on facebook. And I like to limit my tumblr to certain things. I'm weird like that. My twitter is xmszmandi. Song I am currently listening to: Invisible - Skylar Grey