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Wednesday, February 8 @ 8:42 PM
Wow I still can't believe we're in Year 11 already. We're seniors. I still remember starting Year 7 and thinking 'We were seniors in primary but now we're juniors. It'll be a long time till we're seniors again!' And now we are. It's so WEEeeIIIRRrrrDD. I've learnt a lot during these past few years - not only through classes and school, but other things too. I used to be so crazy and maybe even immature. Even though I'm older and make smarter choices now, I kind of miss the obnoxious, carefree side of me. In my mind I'm still the same. I think I've gained confidence in some ways, but lost confidence in other ways too... if that makes sense LOL.
When I look back at old pictures, our hair has changed and our faces slightly older.. our bags are bulkier and we're now carrying folders.. (omg that rhymes HAHAHA), but we're still the same people. Seriously though, where did all those years go?! We've been through four years of highschool already! CRAZAY.
Honestly if I could rewind time (even though I hate to regret things), I would of taken school more seriously. I could of learnt so much more! Instead, I bludged most of years 9 and 10. Also, I would of been more grateful for the friends I had at the time. It's the saddest thing to walk past someone on the streets, with only a 'oh hi' and then remembering how close you used to be. The friendship just flew out the fucking window?! And neither one of us was willing enough to chase after it?
For now, I just hope I can keep up my new years resolutions. :) Whatever else comes my way in life, I'll be happy to accept it. Or find a way to deal with it.
Wow I still can't believe we're in Year 11 already. We're seniors. I still remember starting Year 7 and thinking 'We were seniors in primary but now we're juniors. It'll be a long time till we're seniors again!' And now we are. It's so WEEeeIIIRRrrrDD. I've learnt a lot during these past few years - not only through classes and school, but other things too. I used to be so crazy and maybe even immature. Even though I'm older and make smarter choices now, I kind of miss the obnoxious, carefree side of me. In my mind I'm still the same. I think I've gained confidence in some ways, but lost confidence in other ways too... if that makes sense LOL.
When I look back at old pictures, our hair has changed and our faces slightly older.. our bags are bulkier and we're now carrying folders.. (omg that rhymes HAHAHA), but we're still the same people. Seriously though, where did all those years go?! We've been through four years of highschool already! CRAZAY.
Honestly if I could rewind time (even though I hate to regret things), I would of taken school more seriously. I could of learnt so much more! Instead, I bludged most of years 9 and 10. Also, I would of been more grateful for the friends I had at the time. It's the saddest thing to walk past someone on the streets, with only a 'oh hi' and then remembering how close you used to be. The friendship just flew out the fucking window?! And neither one of us was willing enough to chase after it?
For now, I just hope I can keep up my new years resolutions. :) Whatever else comes my way in life, I'll be happy to accept it. Or find a way to deal with it.