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Monday, July 2 @ 11:25 PM
LOL.. HI. I feel so awkward blogging again. HAHAHAHA, I suddenly stopped blogging for no apparent reason. I guess school has really been getting to me. And let me just say, now that it's holidays - my stress towards school really has not decreased an inch. Ugh. Sometimes I think I really do suffer from some disorder. Like the other day, I seriously considered whether I have some form of OCD. I was at my mums work and was writing up a quick 'to do list' on a post-it note and had to scrunch it up and rewrite it about ten times just because it didn't look perfectly neat. And seriously it's not like anyone was even going to see this note. It was just a daily list of things I need to do, which I would chuck in the bin a few hours later. Oh, and this type of situation is really common for me. Anyone who sits next to/near me in class would know that I have to rip out the page if I accidently write the title ugly or something. And say if we're copying something off the board into our book, if the teacher finishes what he/she writes and it only takes up half the page in my book, I get really frustrated. When that happens, I have no choice but to complain to the teacher that it only took up half a page. What is wrong with me! Ughhhhhh, can't help myself from being so retarded lol. I'm not even that neat or tidy either.
I just try to be.
ANYWAYYY, on to another topic - I had a good gym sesh with Debra today! On top of that, I didn't run home and end up eating the kitchen like I usually do after gym LOL. Just had a healthy Asian meal. So proud of myself. *Tear *Clap Clap :') Hahaha. Also worked up a sweat in the sauna and steam room. I should really be getting an early sleep tonight since I'll be at the gym again tomorrow morning. Then shopping at Parramatta after! Heeeellz yeah. But I bet I won't even end up buying jack shit lol. We'll see how it goes. ^_^ What else.. what else.. other than fucking study notes and school assignments, I'm in desperate need of a haircut and dye. Regardless of what others say (i.e. 'Don't cut your hair! You'll regret it! Long is better!'), I'm still going to do it. Yes, I probably will regret it, but I'm just too bored of my long ratty lifeless hair haha. Also during these holidays, I plan to finish reading 'Handle with care' by Jodi Picoult, which despite being quite interesting, has taken me SOO long to finish reading!!! By SOO long, I mean many many months! Shame on meee. Going out and catching up is a must during these holidays. But I really don't know how to balance it with the shit load of studies I need to do. I'll just have to squeeze it in here and there. So far, my plans are to see Vee on Friday possibly, BBQ with school friends this week and karaoke sometime aswell. :) Ok, that's all for tonight. Let's see if I will bother to be consistent in my blogging from this post onwards... (probs not LOL). Anyway, who seriously bothers to read my blog these days? Clearly no one HAHAH. *_* Oh and what is with this new blogspot layout?! It's so confusing and unneccessary! Now BE GONE.
LOL.. HI. I feel so awkward blogging again. HAHAHAHA, I suddenly stopped blogging for no apparent reason. I guess school has really been getting to me. And let me just say, now that it's holidays - my stress towards school really has not decreased an inch. Ugh. Sometimes I think I really do suffer from some disorder. Like the other day, I seriously considered whether I have some form of OCD. I was at my mums work and was writing up a quick 'to do list' on a post-it note and had to scrunch it up and rewrite it about ten times just because it didn't look perfectly neat. And seriously it's not like anyone was even going to see this note. It was just a daily list of things I need to do, which I would chuck in the bin a few hours later. Oh, and this type of situation is really common for me. Anyone who sits next to/near me in class would know that I have to rip out the page if I accidently write the title ugly or something. And say if we're copying something off the board into our book, if the teacher finishes what he/she writes and it only takes up half the page in my book, I get really frustrated. When that happens, I have no choice but to complain to the teacher that it only took up half a page. What is wrong with me! Ughhhhhh, can't help myself from being so retarded lol. I'm not even that neat or tidy either.
I just try to be.
ANYWAYYY, on to another topic - I had a good gym sesh with Debra today! On top of that, I didn't run home and end up eating the kitchen like I usually do after gym LOL. Just had a healthy Asian meal. So proud of myself. *Tear *Clap Clap :') Hahaha. Also worked up a sweat in the sauna and steam room. I should really be getting an early sleep tonight since I'll be at the gym again tomorrow morning. Then shopping at Parramatta after! Heeeellz yeah. But I bet I won't even end up buying jack shit lol. We'll see how it goes. ^_^ What else.. what else.. other than fucking study notes and school assignments, I'm in desperate need of a haircut and dye. Regardless of what others say (i.e. 'Don't cut your hair! You'll regret it! Long is better!'), I'm still going to do it. Yes, I probably will regret it, but I'm just too bored of my long ratty lifeless hair haha. Also during these holidays, I plan to finish reading 'Handle with care' by Jodi Picoult, which despite being quite interesting, has taken me SOO long to finish reading!!! By SOO long, I mean many many months! Shame on meee. Going out and catching up is a must during these holidays. But I really don't know how to balance it with the shit load of studies I need to do. I'll just have to squeeze it in here and there. So far, my plans are to see Vee on Friday possibly, BBQ with school friends this week and karaoke sometime aswell. :) Ok, that's all for tonight. Let's see if I will bother to be consistent in my blogging from this post onwards... (probs not LOL). Anyway, who seriously bothers to read my blog these days? Clearly no one HAHAH. *_* Oh and what is with this new blogspot layout?! It's so confusing and unneccessary! Now BE GONE.